A Girl Like Me

Chapter 1

*cue the music and read

I look at myself every morning in the mirror.
I'm so disgusted. I'm fat as big foot. I'm 113 pounds. It's like God made me to be entertainment for people who are perfect.

"Paris your perfect, no one's opinion matters to the perfect girl you already are."

I used to say that everyday in the mirror before the day of horror.
*throwbackkkkkk
I had just transferred to a new school. People had already talked about me calling me the new girl.
But there was this one girl she seemed like she already knew who I was. She seemed jealous.
From that first day she started bullying me. I was so depressed and sad. I lost faith and felt horrible every single day. She called me fat and annoying it seem like she could not deal with me. She spread rumors saying I was rude. My friends started believing her and now here I was all alone.
*backkkk too the presenttt
One tear dropped down my face.
Remembering what happened one year ago and being affected by it is crazy.
Don't worry I'm homeschooled now. I quit social media, staying far away from anyone who could ever let me harm myself again. But I'm scared for sure. I won't ever forget what happened. I'm still not okay. I'm still losing faith. Thinking I'm not good enough. Because I really not. I wipe that tear and go downstairs.

I opened the fridge and took out some yogurt since I have been starving myself for one week only eating yogurt. I needed to lose weight. I needed to make myself good. I went shopping every day checking my weight making sure I would fit into clothes like Kylie Jenner could. I will never stop comparing myself to anyone. I have no life and no boyfriend.

No one cares about me.

Note from Kylioe💕
This story might be a little short at the start and sad but it's gonna be interesting and more cheerful.