"you probably won't read this, I know you won't. So why am I writing this? To explain. You, you were meant to be my mother. You chose him over me and now I'm stuck in this hole that I keep digging, making it deeper and deeper. You honestly don't get it do you? Your new boyfriend is blocking me out. I feel like I'm disappearing. Every morning I wake up and think 'why god? Can't you just take away all this pain? Or just take my life, because I can't handle this'. A 16 year old girl should not think like that, surely you realise that? And if you don't, your a worse mother than I could of imagined.
Why didn't you realise? I never 'fell' and broke 3 of my ribs, he pushed me down the fricken stairs! Shocked? You should be, and that's not the worst of it! He locked me in the attic because he wanted his 'romantic night in' and he didn't have anyone to dump me on.
Ugh! Why can't you see what he's doing to us? He's brain washed you to do as he says. And I can see it happening to little Susie as well. Why are you putting us in this danger? He's going to kill us. He wants our money, why can't you see? In his eyes your just some toy he can play with, steal all her money then kill.
But I still love you but you've changed, you used to be quite chubby but now I can fit my hand around your elbows. That's not right. What wrong with you, mum? Just the sight of him makes my blood boil! He's a heartless user that spares nobody's feelings in order to get what he wants.
