Another day of shitty school, I sigh. Why can't my life be worth living for? It's 7:00am and I decide that I would skip breakfast anyway because I want that perfect figure I have always dreamed of. I don't even dare to walk downstairs into the living room, all you see is my father injecting himself with poisonous needles. It makes me even more upset that my father doesn't even care about his body, and the fact that he hallucinates makes me even more worried. I look in my wardrobe, the same outfit every day. I can't even afford anything anymore, my father buys drugs and my mum... She's... Dead... Everyday I think about her being here. But she's not. I attempt to hold back my tears, and get ready for school.
I reach for my black tank top and put it on, as well as my black leggings, black jacket and black, scruffy vans. I know I'm not rich, I wish I could earn some sort of money. I'm only 14, how? Maybe, I could get a job. And try to make some new friends, that would really help me become a better person. I look back at the time it's 7:30, school starts at 8:30. I run down the stairs and quickly open the front door before I can catch a glimpse of my father.
I ran up to the shops and asked many of the workers/managers if I could have a job. Every single one of the members, looked at me and laughed. I feel puzzled and confused? Why are they laughing. I asked one of them, "why are you laughing?" She replied with "Oh hunni, your too young and not well presented." My emotions kicked in, tears dropping from my face. "This is all I have, I need this job to support myself! I'm poor and soon, I won't even be living in my broken house. Everyone hates me, and I don't know why. What have I done to deserve this disgusting life?" She looks at me, feeling sorry she doesn't even offer me a job. "Oh sorry, there's nothing we can do. Can you leave now?" I ran out onto the streets, hugging my knees tightly. Sulking. Nowhere to go and nothing to have.
I don't even care about school, why should I attend? It's not even fun to be myself. I just wish there was a way out of here... Every few seconds I see cars driving past. I know! I can get run over and then that way, nobody will even know I existed. I got up, and sat on the road. Hugging my knees tightly again, head down into my knees and crying. This is the end of my life for now...
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Hatred.
AdventureA girl, trapped inside depression. She has nobody, she's useless, self-centred and there's no way out. If only she could escape this hurtful world. Depression takes over her self, she has no way to show how she's feeling. She uses her fear as confid...
