loving another

Reaction of my mother

That night Louis lay awake all night tossing and turning, he's phone had rung twenty-eight times, twenty of those were from Hanna, what was he going to say, he just couldn't get Harry out of his head and the feel of his warm body touching his skin, just kept sending shivers down his body.

The following morning Louis got out of bed, he stood in the shower feeling the cold water running over his body, that's it I'm going to tell Hanna it's over thought Louis, I'm gonna be with Harry.

once Louis was dressed he's phone rang again he picked it up and looked at the screen, it was his mother, she only called when something was wrong, what's happened, pressing the accept button

"hi, mom what's wrong?" says Louis

"hi sweetie, no no nothings wrong, it's just I'm in Manchester today for a meeting do you fancy meeting your mother for lunch?"

" what time, and.where?" replied Louis

"I'm in a meeting till 12:30, so after then at the little Italian restaurant by your university"

"I could be there for bout 1:15" said Louis

"wonderful, ok sweetie I will see you then, big kiss" and with that his mom put the phone down.

right thought Louis, this is the my opportunity I'm going to tell mom I'm gay.

for the rest of the morning Louis couldn't think of anything other than telling his mom, she will be fine with it thought Louis.

At 1:10 Louis arrived at the restaurant, he stood outside looking in at his mom, she couldn't see him. He watched her sitting there taking a sip of her white wine, Susan was so glamorous for forty-eight, she looked very professional in her channel cream suit. He's mom had brought him up since he's dad had run off with his secretary when Louis was seven, she had never met anyone else and had spent all her time concentrating on her career as a bank manager. Right this is it thought Louis biting at his nail, and he walked straight into the restaurant.

"hi mom" said Louis kissing Susan on the cheek, "hello sweetie" she replies

Louis ordered a glass of white wine and sits opposite his mother.

"so sweetie, how university" asked his Susan

"it's alright" replies Louis taking a sip of wine

"you look flustered, what's a matter"she asks

"err, nothing" replies Louis, I need at some more alcohol before I tell her, he thinks to himself

"what shall we have to eat?" asks Susan picking up the menu

"I'm not that hungry" he replies

"oh, Louis do you remember Mrs Whitman, who lived down the road from us" asks Susan still holding the menu but looking straight into his eyes

"errr yeah, Zane's mom?"

"yes, her, well I saw her last week, Zane is dating now?" whispers Susan over the top of her menu

"oh, ok" says Louis not understanding why his mother was whispering

"yes, he's dating a gentleman called Billy, bloody disgusting" whispers his mother with a disgusted look on her face.

Louis face dropped

"disgusting isn't it"says Susan misreading Louis facial expressions

"errrr ......yeah" nods Louis

"I'm so glad your a normal boy" says Susan smiling at Louis, he looks at his mother and smiles a weak smile.

Louis just sipped at his wine.

"I would disown him, if he was mine" said Susan shaking her head, looking back down at the menu.

"I gotta go mom" says Louis standing up

"you've only just got here sweetie" replies Susan looking confessed at her son

"I just remembered, I've got an assignment to finish" says Louis leaning over and kissing his mother on the cheek

"oh, ok sweetie, are you sure your ok?"

"yeah, mom I'm just tired" he says moving away from the table.

Louis leaves the restaurant waving at his mother as he passes the window. He walks down the road and just keeps walking, Louis never thought his mother would react like that, "I can't be gay" whisper Louis to himself.

Louis arrives at a empty bench in the middle of the park and sits down, the sky has gone very dark and it was starting to spit but Louis just sat there getting wetter as the minutes went by, after ten minutes of sitting in the rain "I'm going to marry Hanna" he says so only he can hear, Louis stands up and decides he is going to tell Harry it over. Louis begins to walk back to his living quarters.