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Autophobia~ DaithideCalibre

Hello people! I ask that you don't forget that this is an RP and you can check who RPs these characters, Lui: Rossome_Rose     Nogla: @DiddlePie (me)

WARNING!! Angst
I was literally shaking whilst writing this... I'm also currently listening to "Treat you better" by Shawn Mendes. So that works! 👍🏼

Requested by: lynx424

Nogla's POV

Everything is good, everyone is well.  I don't know what could go wrong. I have my family, friends, girlfriend, and a job.
After editing I can kick back and relax *sighs* "This is great!"

Buzz buzz buzz
I pick up my phone and see my girlfriend's icon. I answered, "Hello, what's up?"  She waited before answering, "I'm fine but..." She drifted off. "Hello?" There was static on the other side.
"Um, listen David. I'm not sure I can do this anymore."  Almost immediately I asked "Wait do what?" Static "This- long distance thing, we have. It's not working. I don't feel the same way anymore more, and-" the static returns "And What!?" Static "And there's someone else."
I listened in disbelief and asked a question I knew I would regret but I had to know. "For how long have you felt this way?" She hesitated, thinking. Breathing loud enough for me to hear how gentle they were. "I'm not sure, maybe about three months." I hesitated, my throat hurt but I was ankle to croak out one word, "why?" Static "Listen- Ding~ oops I got to go, please remove my number and forget me. Okay? Bye."

She left, why? Am I not good enough? She didn't give me a reason. I deleted her number but went on Twitter and sent a private message to her saying, "Could you at least tell me what I did wrong?"
I headed for bed, skipping dinner. That night I cried myself to sleep.

~the next morning~

I woke up and rushed to my computer to check Twitter for her answer, it wasn't what I wanted. And I still didn't get an answer. "@Daithidenogla Jeez creep, leave me alone. I thought you would have been used to these kinds of things before. Don't be surprised, everyone will leave you." And she posted it publicly. Everyone can see it.

I went to my bathroom and just looked at myself for a few minutes before deciding to shower.
When I got out I had a towel draped over my waist and looked at myself in the mirror. I heard words I'd never tell myself before, "Ugly, worthless, disgusting, weak."  I didn't like them but they weren't leaving me, I didn't want anything else to leave me. They dragged me in, deeper and deeper. I almost faded away right there if it wasn't for a little ping sound coming form my computer, I had left Twitter on. It was Lui, he posted privately. "Hey bro, what's going on? I wouldn't leave you know that right?"  I responded with a simple message, "I know." Apparently this was a wrong choice he quickly replied, "I'm heading over to your place, be there in 20 min."
Shit, I better make myself look decent. "And possibly put on some clothes" I say to myself as I look down at myself.

~twenty minutes later~

Ding dong
I rush to the door to be surprised with a hug from a shorter male. "What's up man?"
We walked over to the kitchen, where I made us both a cup of coffee. "Um, it's nothing man. We just broke up that's all. Everyone goes through that." I say as I hand him his coffee and he takes a sip. "Alright, I just want to make sure you're okay."  I put on a smile, "I'm fine." After hanging out together I felt happier. We played in my pool, ate lunch, watched movies, ate popcorn, and played lots of video games. But my ex was right, eventually Lui had to leave.
When he did leave it was quiet, too quiet.