My collection of Poems

Not Coming Back

You're not coming back

Even though how much I plead and teared

I still failed to face reality, silly me

I was still living in the past and in my dreams

I told you once that I was head over heels for this guy

I could swear the smirk on your face disappeared

I asked why

But I didn't know how heartbroken you were back then.

Baking, Watching movies, Painting, dancing

To think that I will be doing that on my own from now on

Tears will start to form and spill

I cannot hold it any longer and I can never will

When your heart stopped beating

You couldn't imagine how I felt

I had it all ready- your Christmas present.

A diary with a letter in it.

And to think that you're gone.

Maybe I am an emo and will never grow out of it. Ever again.

You were there for me when I missed him

You were there when I was jealous or angry with him

You were there for everything.

And now, I can never hear the piano being played again with that song.

I can never see your eyes again when you look at me.

I can never feel your arms on me again-your embrace.

I can't. You're gone.

If there was a wish I could make

I would wish you to come back

To stand in front of me grinning

And embracing me as my tears fall

Why did you lie to me

That my time with you was getting lesser and lesser.

Why didn't you tell me that

You were going to leave this place

And that I would never see you again

I guess I didn't treasure my time with you

I was too busy thinking of him

I just want to say

I am sorry for all this time.

But that won't make you wake up from the coffin.

Right?

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