Confused

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Stacey POV:
I woke up and looked around, my head was killing me. Where was I? What happened?
I saw some familiar faces, no it can't be, Kenny and Scooter? And Justin!

I sat up and they were Kenny, Scooter and Justin! I was in to much pain to fangirl, but how did I get here?

"Erm... what happened?" I asked.

Justin walked and sat beside me his golden blonde hair that looked so soft and fluffy, his hazel eyes you would get lost in, and that jaw line which could cut your finger with one touch.

"You don't remember?" Justin said.
I shook my head.
"Well I was on my way to the arena and I heard a girl scream, it was you, I ran to that direction and saw a boy hurting you, so of course I did what anyone would have done and got him off you, and I brought you back here to look after you."
"Thanks" I said with a slight smile.

"Scooter, Kenny please give us some space." Justin said, and with that they left.

"So what's your name?"Justin asked.
"Stacey, Stacey Miller, or Bieber"
"Haha that's cute, can I ask you something?" Justin said.
I nodded.
"Why do you cut?"
I gulped, "erm... well... " I said.
"You can trust me Stacey" he said with a smile. He held my hands.
"My family don't accept me for me and they want me to be perfect and normal, they choose money over their own daughter, I want a family who has no money who loves me for me than a family with money who hates me. And one day it got to much, the monster inside me came out, I'm a monster." I cried.
"Somehow I don't believe that your a monster, please never cut again for me?"

"Okay, Justin I need to tell you this...
Justin you saved me not just from my family but from myself, thank you. You make me feel strong when i feel down
You make me to Believe in my dreams and to never give up, you are my everything and i don't know what I would be without you. You have a  perfect soul, a heart made of gold my inspiration,my role model,my idol,my hero,my sun,my world. When everyone else left you stayed by my side. I hurt inside the pain,
I'm afraid of losing myself and not finding a way back.
I smile everyday because I know they want me to smile but inside I'm dying.
You inspires me everyday to never give up to stay positive and to forgive, because the haters will say what they want but they will never stop me from chasing my dream.
This is the pain I feel inside from my heart:
It's like they don't even care they just say they do because they have to, they have given up on me,
I don't know why they hate me so much but now I hate myself, they think I'm fat, when I look in the mirror I see nothing but hate to myself, knowing what I should look like and act like. But I can never be that normal person ever.
I only live for you Justin because I know it would kill you if you lost any more beliebers. So thank you Justin for saving my life.
You might have not been there physically but mentally you were. Thank you Justin, I love you more than anything."

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