His Love for Chocolate

Ch.13

Jayda

Scott just stared at me as if I wasn't there. All emotion was gone from his eyes.

He then stood up and hung his head low and started walking to the door.

"There's food on the stove if you get hungry." He whispered while closing the door behind himself.

After a few moments my stomach started to growl. I signed and climbed out of bed heading to the kitchen.

I stopped by the bathroom to listen to the sniffles constantly going on.
Without knocking I opened the door to something that stroke horror through my body.

There laid Scott on the floor in his own blood. The knife was beside the arm that was cut opened.
"Oh my god Scott!" I rushed to him and tried picking him up but he was too heavy.

"Scott are you ok?" I asked worriedly
"Why do you care? you hate me, so just let me die please" he slurred.

I rushed to the cabinet and pulled out gauze to wrap his arm.
"I don't hate you Scott it's just that I was hurt and I'm still hurt. It's now I realize that it's not your fault." I said finishing wrapping his arm.

"It is my fault I wasn't there like I was supposed to be." He said full of hurt and regret.

"No, it's not your job to protect me Scott." After I said that he grabbed my face and smashed his lips on mine. The kiss was hungry and needy, but it wasn't one where I hated it. I actually liked it and started kissing back.

Our lips moved in sync and Scott pulled me on his lap. I couldn't help but moan which earned a groan from him. I finally pulled away and put my head to his.

"It is my job to protect you Jayda because your mine. My baby girl, and I'll never let you go." He whispered kissing my forehead.

"Come on I think we should get you in bed for rest." I said helping him up and walking to the room.
Scott laid down on the bed and pulled me down as well.

"S-Scott what are you d-doing?"

Dang it my stutter is back.

He didn't say anything just pulled the covers over us.
"Hmmm....I love your stutter baby." He said kissing the back of my head. A few minutes later I hear his cute adorable snores.

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I woke up to an empty bed.

Where's Scott?

The memories from yesterday hit me like a flood.

Oh no what if he's trying to kill him self again?

I quickly jumped out of bed and ran down stairs.

"Scott! Where are you?! SCOTT?!!" I screamed frantically on my way down.

I ran into the kitchen to see Scott holding a frying pan looking at me with a confuse look.

"Are you ok baby? What's wrong? Are you hurt?" He hammered questioned at me.

"N-no, I mean yes. I just....never mind" I mumbled.

Scott set the pan down and turned the stove off.
"chocolate drop, not that I don't like it but why did you run down here naked?" He asked while his eyes roamed my body.

Naked? I'm not naked.

"W-what I'm not na-" I looked down to see that I was indeed naked.

What? How am I- he must have changed me.

"Did you change me?" I asked with a glare.

"Well yes you had way to many clothes on babycakes." He said as he turned back the counter grabbing two plates with pancakes and bacon.

"Sit and eat" he basically commanded while sitting down himself.

"You..you had no right to do that!" I yelled furiously.

"Of course I had a right. I may do what I please with what's mine and mind your tone I really don't wanna have to punish you this early."

He continued on eating without even looking at my tearful eyes. How can he just treat me like property?
I'm a freakin human being!

"I'm not really hungry. I'm gonna go put some clothes on." I whispered.

I headed up the stairs with my head low.

God would it kill him to treat me like a person for once?

Once I entered the room I put my Scooby Doo pajamas and laid back down onto the bed.

Around six I hear the door open. Knowing it's Scott I don't turn around to face.

"Sweetheart?" He called gently but rough.
I don't answer.

why should I treat him right and he can't do it for me?

"Baby come on don't be like this. Talk to me. Why didn't you eat?" He sometimes questions with the most obvious answer.

"Was it something I did?" He asks quietly after awhile.
I turned to him and have a dull look then turned back around.

"If it is then I'm sorry baby" he said while rubbing my lower back.

"Why should you be sorry?"I asked while trying to cover a sniffle.

"I mean you can talk what's yours any kind of way right?" Even a deaf person can the crack at the end of my voice

"Oh god baby no that's not what I meant" He said grabbing me by my waist and turning me to face him.

I wiped the tears from my face and looked at his angry/guilt one.

"Then what did you mean?" I asked weakly.

"I-I don't know I guess I wasn't really thinking at the time baby." He answered.

I can't believe I'm doing this but I think I'm gonna do what I've been thinking about doing sine Scott hurt me the first time.

"I-I think I'm gonna go back to my mom's Scott" I whispered afraid of his reaction.

"W-what?" He asked in a shaky voice.
I didn't say anything after that I just looked at him.

"Baby I'm sorry you can't leave me! I fuckin need you ! I'll do better I swear to fuckin god I will. Just please work with me sweetheart" he pleaded like a madman. 

I hate seeing Scott like this. It makes me worried and afraid of him at the same time.

"I just wanna be loved Scott not owned....loved. You don't love me" I cried helplessly.

Scott pulled me onto his lap and started holding me like baby.

"I do love you baby. My heart only beats for you sweetheart. I need Jayda. Without you I'm lost and confused, please I'm begging you......don't leave me."  He put his head in between my neck where I could feel his tears.

"Scott please promise me to be nicer" I silently begged.

"I promise I'll be nicer baby and much more." He promised before placing a sealing kiss on my lips to fast for me to respond.

We laid back on the bed and fell asleep in each other arms with satisfied smiles on our faces.