I think I am Alive
But I am just living a lie.
I lay on my bed ,four walls staring at me.
My mind Programmed ,Trying to decay the matrix.
(Pum)(pum)(pum)
Shotgun through the window
"Now wait minuete........."
Thats only just a soccer ball through the damn window
I am always paranoid.
Sleeping with the pistol on the trigger .
I hear a knock on my door ,My heart scared to the core.
I slowly glutch the pistol and glass to take a sip.
Sweat on my head ,slowly heading to the door.
I open up the door ,My Pistol heading straight to the victim.
I realize it's my little beautiful daughter at the door.
But it's too late,Cause I already pulled the trigger.
