I don't know if I want to tell her. Give her a piece of my mind. Explain how I really feel. I'm too afraid she won't understand. I want to tell her that I understand she has a boyfriend and i understand she has other friends too but... After everything that has happened or is happening I need someone by my side. I always try to act like i'm fine, i'm strong, i'll be alright but i can't do it alone much longer. I want to talk to her. I want to let my worries out not just write them down every single time. I know she cares and wants to help but she does not have time. At least that's what it looks like to me. I don't know if that makes me seem clingy or needy,it probably does but I need her to be my best friend right about now.
