hewy guys i know it has been forever but i have been working none stop and homework is crazy. i thought i would upload this little bit that i ahve written so far and if anymore as any thought TELL ME!!!
anyways hoilday soon. ONE more day. but that mean waay more work but that cool i will write as much as i can
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I stood outside the front of my real home not sure if I really wanted to go in; I told Josh I need some time and of course without a second thought he let me go. I'm not even sure how I had ended up here.
I walked through the park around the corner form my house and my feet lend me here, there was something I needed to know. I walked up to the front door the whole house felt cold and unwelcoming, which was weird even though this house had held the memories of my mum's drunken episodes it was still met to be welcoming my home, where I was safe; most of the time.
I held my hand out against the door feeling the groves in the old paint chipped wooden door. My hand found the door knob and I turn it opening the door, my house was never locked. I pushed the door the all the way open. "Ma" I called, but my voice just echoed through the house. I made my way to her small bedroom, it also was empty. And it went on like that the kitchen, the longue, bathroom and my room all empty.
I walked back into the longue looking around the room for any hints of her, I scaned the coffee table and founded what I was looking for. A pices of white paper folded in half.
My dearest Norah.
I couldn't even look at it, I started to make my way to the front door but my legs gave way leaving me sitting on the cold floor in the middle of the hallway.
I couldn't move, I felt hungry coming on but I didn't care. I passed out
James pov.
I sat in my room looking through my window at her room. She hadn't been home for a week, well no one had been home for a week.
I made my way at the front door, I had one of those feelings that something was wrong over there and they needed me. The front door was open, a body was visible on the floor. It was Norah, I always knew when she was around she had a hold over me. I walked closer to her to make sure she wasn't harmed seeing as all we lived in a pretty crapy area.
I looked over her body. He curves were amazing but that wasn't important now. I spotted a bit of in her hand. I slowly removed it looking at what was written on it.
My dearest Norah,
I don't even know how I can say this, I guess there is no easy way. I just care do it anymore. None of this has to do with you, you were prefect.
There is however something I need to a sorry about , you're father wasn't a bad. I just wasn't a good wife and I needed out blaming him was easier. I lied about him not wanting and him thinking we were good enough for him. I guess I am even more sorry that I am leaving you.
Sorry.
How could that women even think of leaving Norah she was amazing more then amazing. I couldn't held it anymore I putted her into my arms and whispered. "I am never going to leave you."
