i was walking
and i did it
once
and then i felt guilt.
so i only left it
at
one.
i'm glad
i did nothing else
but also
i wish i had
i wish i'd scratched until i bled
and i wish that mechanical pencils
on skin
didn't make me
remember
things.
YOU ARE READING
goner
Poetry"i'm a goner somebody catch my breath" -tøp trigger warning; selfharm, suicidal thoughts
