You and Me

Chapter 31

Chapter 31-

-Yui POV-

December 19-
-5:30pm-

I can't do it....why did it happen? I don't understand? Why now?

She did it......

She went for it..................

Moa: Yui I'm sorry............I like no......I love her...........goodbye Yui

After Moa said that I fell to my knees and I just looked at her. I felt hopeless, depressed but what I felt most was disappointment because I let her go. I let the love of my life go. As she turned around she grabbed HER hand and walked away. I felt pain...a pain that I have never felt. A pain that I knew would come sooner or later. A pain I just couldn't handle. But then I came to reality and found myself in downtown. I stopped walking and looked at my hands. She's supposed to be here with me. Holding my hand. Having fun running around thinking of our future, friends and family. I grabbed my phone and my earphones and pressed play. As soon as I heard the song I cried I couldn't relate more to a song. Then it started to rain.

"No Rain No Rainbow"

"A sad rain throws a rainbow
far far away.

We shall never meet again,
but I want not to forget you forever.
If the dream continues,
I wish I'll never wake up from it."

(A/n-This song every time I hear it it's just I don't know how to describe it but it make me feel so emotional)

As I walked home I closed the door, took my shoes off and went to my room. My mom called my name a thousand times but I didn't care. As I laid on my bed I put my arm on my face trying to cover the light. As the song went on repeat, it made me cry. But as I listened to it more I cried even harder than before.

"Why can't I sleep?
Why does the night end?
I don't want anything, even tomorrow,
the future without you.

Why was I smiling?
Why so though feeling lonely?
Nobody knows that I really just
wanted you to be by my side."

"Yui, YUI...YUI!"

As I heard my name being called I opened my eyes and in front of me was the most beautiful girl in the world. So I quickly sat up and hugged her and cried on her shoulder.

Moa: what's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?

I didn't answer, I couldn't answer because of my crying.

Moa: what happened? Yui? Come on what happened? Come on tell me I don't like seeing you like this. It makes me sad.

As Moa held me tightly. I cried even harder. Then I felt my shoulder getting wet and it came from Moa she was starting to cry. So I knew that I had to calm myself down. So I did after a few minutes. As Moa and I were sitting on the couch for about 5 minutes she finally spoke.

Moa: what happened Yui? When I came home you were crying in your sleep. I tried to wake you up a few times.

I didn't answer any of her questions. The truth is that lately I've been having these dreams over and over again. Most of them were the same but this one felt so real. In each dream Moa leaves me for HER and it hurts every time. As I turned and looked at Moa I saw that she was sad.