Chapter one

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I nearly cried my eyes out watching my five biggest idols perfom "Teenage Dirtbag". I watched as they danced goofily along the stage and messed around with eachother. I loved how care free those five boys were. They didn't care.
But they all looked distracted during all of their performances. Like they were looking for someone in the crowds.

"Hey, Rach, do they look distracted to you?" I question my best friend Rachel Clark. she was to busy absorbing the the text messages she was sending to her latest boy toy. Christian Smith. he was like the seventh or eighth "hottest guy " in school. She had a way of doing that. Working her way up the ladder of guys I mean. She really wouldn't care who you were unless you were the top dog. But she somehow managed to still have a very high level of class.
"What Jessie?" She asked me. I rolled my eyes not willing to repeat what I had previously said.

"Jessica, I'm home!" called out my mother. She walked through the door arms bared with groceries.
"You want some help ma?" I hollered across the living room to the front door. My mother simply shook her head because she had noticed Rachel sitting beside me on the couch. My mother wasn't to fond of Rachel. Mainly because of her little boyfriend thing I previously explained.

I shrugged and gave my attention back to the tv where the boys had now finished their amazayn performance. By now the movie had proceeded on to the next scene. I sighed in slight sadness that I had missed my favorite part of the "This is us" movie.

"You're such a loser, Jessi." Rachel said looking at my sad form out of the corner of her eye. I faked laughed and I could tell she didn't aprove of my not liking her joke.

"Was that attitude, Conlan?" Rachel sassed furowing her eyebrows and giving her thick black hair a swift whip out of her face and putting her phone down for the first time since she came to my house today. I rolled my eyes and simply turned my attention to the corner of the living room where my very lonley laptop sat hooked up to my mother's laptop charger.

"You have got to be kidding me." said Rachel. I turned to her. I dont know what happened at that moment but it was like everything decided not to breathe. I narrowed my eyes at her while her's mirrored mine. "That laptop wont get you anywhere" she said as if sickining poison could roll out of her mouth with each breath. I rolled my eyes.

"Forget you. You've never supported me, you know? SUCH an awesome friend." I said standing up. She just looked at me and snickered. "You my friend are too sweet to do crap." she said with no sarcasm or general compassion.That was my final straw. I ripped that stupid cell phone out of her prim slim hands. I stormed out to the front door. I knew Rachel was hot on my tail. So I did somthing stupid.

I simply tossed her phone in my yard. then I took her jacket and purse off the coat rack beside me and tossed them as well.

I gave a sarcastic wave as rachel chased after her propeled items. She whipped a tear soaked face back to me. "you monster!!" she screamed. I just sent the most sarcastic smile her way.

"now whos to sweet to do anything, bity?" and I slamed the door

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I picked up my laptop gingeraly. "come to mama." I said lifting it's lid to reveal my beautiful screen of the classic angry cat with a galaxy backdrop. I could hear its purr as it starttled it's self to work once again. I grinned as i welcomed myself to my youtube channel. nonifictions. I turned to my bookshelf where i stored my camera. I grabed it quickly and set it up for taping.

" Hey my beautiful little bloggers!" I said to my camera. I messed with a piece of random paper on my wall. I always did a wall follow as I called them. I put a bunch of my dedicated follower's usernames and I would give them a random follow after I posted my video updates. I ripped that piece off and regretted it. I ripped the username in half. "Oops" I muttered as I turned towards my wall to fish off the rest of the paper. I put the two pieces to gather and read the name.

"@tylersgirl52?" {completely random username} "congrats!!!" I said and got a bunch of confetti pieces and threw them up in the air. "WHOOO!!" I shouted. I felt stupid as a piece of confetti fell in my mouth during my mini celebration. "Shît" I mumbled trying to get the thin paper off my tongue.
"Okays, so yeah. I have nothing to talk about so I will just let you arch my brand new cover to pretty brown eyes by Cody Simpson. Enjoy little bloggers!!" I said cheerfully. I then turned my camera off and hooked up to my laptop. I finished my night off with a ton of editing.

YAY!!!! you finished my first chapter!! WOOT WOOT.

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