Freshman Year

Will he be ok???

I hear a gun shot and run back to were I was with Austin. I see those guys run into their car and hall ass out of here. Which made me even more worried. I see his body on the ground not moving a muscle in his body I run to him.

"Austin!!!..... Charming please answer me" I noticed I was in a pool of his blood I start crying for the fear of losing him is heartbreaking. I yell for Jess and Jacob but I'm too far for them to hear me. I have no signal so I attempt to pick him up. He's to heavy and I don't know what to do. I see the carriage and truck for the hay ride.

When every one heard the shot they left in a hurry so the path is clear and I need to just get him to a hospital. I dive it up to his body and summon up all the strength I have and lift him in to the truck. I start the car and drive to the front of the house. I see Jacob and Jess. "Get in NOW!!"

"Oh my god what happened to him"

I couldn't talk all I could do is cry. No one talked the hole way to the hospital and once we made it there I couldn't get out of the car so Jacob took him in and Jess followed.

I finally pull it together and go in side. I ask the nurse and she takes me to the ICU meaning intensive care unit. I asked for the doctor to get a little more information on how he'll be.

"Doctor is he going to be ok?"

"Yes the shot hit his lower abdomen any higher and it would've hit an artery only thing is he had traumatic trauma as much as he had physical so his mind sort of shut off temporarily which is another way of saying he's in a coma"

"When will he recover from it"

"Only time will tell I wish I could tell you more but I can't"

I wait with him all night and I pass out on the chair. The next day the doctor moves him to a regular room with two beds the second bed doesn't have a patient so I text Jess to bring some clothes because I'll stay here till he wakes up. I fall asleep again waiting for Jess. "Hey wake up" I open my eyes "Austin!!!" "No its Jess I brought you your stuff " "Oh ok thanks" "I'm so sorry this happened to you mama I know how much you like him"

I look at her "Who said I liked him" "Huny no one had to the fact that your choosing to stay until he wakes up told me you really care for the kid so don't pretend you don't." I cry "I know Jess but what if he never wakes up. He doesn't know I like him and it sucks!"

She hugs me "I know hunny I know but he's going to get better and he will wake up and when he does you tell him how you feel ok." A few hours pass and Jess goes home and I fall asleep.

Its been 3 weeks since the shooting and he hasn't woken up yet and I'm losing hope. It seems like he's never going waking up. The doctor says it wont be much longer but I think even he's losing faith. But no matter what I'll be right here waiting for him. I owe him my life he saved me and I would love nothing more than to say thank you. Even though I talk to him all the time.

Its been 2 months now. And I haven't left the hospital I spent thanks giving in the hospital making sure he's ok and to see if he wakes up. Although I'm not so sure thats going to happen but I keep praying. Oh and Jacob and Jess are together. He asked her out on thanks giving. They're as happy as happy can be and they visit me every other day. Its the 21st of december its been snowing all the time lately and I'm freezing my butt off!! So I get up to make some coffee.

But I hear a grunt and laugh "I must be hearing shit because I'm the only one awake" and I continue making coffee " No princess thats me" I drop and shatter the mug and stay facing the wall for the fear its my imagination and I cant move any way. I began to cry because hearing the sound of his voice made me so sad and angry an bitter and I'm a ball of emotions until I turn and face him.