it was always you ( brikey fanfic )

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I got home and I went to the kitchen. I wanted to avoid my parents because most of the time because my dad is a drunk and my mother is a drunk and a addict. So my one job for me just to do is make sure my little sister doesn't get hurt for me I'm use to it I already get hurt at school wrong with it being at home. But one thing is both of them don't know half of the stuff they do because when they're drink cause when they're sober they don't believe anything I tell them what they did to me. So when they are like that I hide her so she I'd safe when they're drunk they fodder they have two kids now just one so it's good because I don't want them to hurt her. I walked out of the kitchen thinking no one was home cause it was quiet so I sat down on the couch and started to get my sandwich then I felt someone grab my hair and push me off the couch into the floor but my head it the table. I left out a groan and grabbing my head. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING EATING ON MY COUCH. My mother yelled I looked at her she had a beer bottle in her hand. Fearing that she was going to throw it at me. I'm sorry I'm sorry I cried. But she turned red. SORRY ISN'T GOING TO CLEAN MY COUCH OR LIVING ROOM
and I cover my head as I saw her move her foot back I felt a tear slip because she never hurts me but she stopped her self and shook Mikey sweety why are you on the floor get up and she walked away I got up and ran to my room before anything else could happen and I locked my door and sat on my bed and cried not like that isn't normal because of school and family I went to my bathroom and  as I finished locking the door I slid down it and cupped my face in my hands and I cried I wouldn't call it crying anymore maybe a light sob. I pulled myself together and I stood up and looked in the mirror and saw my blood shot eyes my messed up hair tear stained cheeks I lifted up my shirt to see the bruises that yet have to heal and cuts from all the  getting pushed around. I felt so discussed and I punched the mirror. It shattered like my life I mumbled and I looked down at my bloody messed  up hand and smiled then I cleaned up all the broken glass and I ran my hand under Luke warm water and it burned so much but the pain was do nice I wrapped up my hand and I unlocked the door and laid on my bed and looked at my phone ten messages from Bryce two miss calls from Bryce
I smiled even tho I should be mad but I can't be mad at him I looked at the messages
Bryce: hey  I'm sorry I ticked you off
Bryce: I really am sorry please forgive me
Bryce: I know you don't want to talk to me or be my friend
Bryce: but I'm still here for you no matter what
Bryce: I'm sorry I'll just leave you alone
Mikey: its okay Brycey I forgive I shouldn't have got mad at you its just that I'm not use to someone caring about me I haven't has that in a long time.
Bryce: oh well just know I'm always going to be here mikey and hey I like that nickname brycey but only you can call me that
Mikey: okay bryceycakes 😂😉
Bryce: lol okay so are we cool Now?
Mikey: yea were cool but please don't interfere with Kain and them only your friends you can okay
Bryce: fineeeeeeee well I got to go I'll talk to you later mikey
Mikey: bye bryceycakes
Mikey
I smiled while texting him I don't think I could ever be mad at him no matter how hard I try I put my phone down and unlocked my door and right there was my father I tried to close the door but I couldn't he was already in the door I started to back away slowly hoping he would just leave he grabbed me by the face and pushed me on the floor he laughed you arre so worthless he words slurred. And he took another drink from his beer bottle and then threw the bottle at me I tried to cover my face but then it hit my eyebrow I squealed in pain and he laughed I wish I never had you then he walked out I locked my door and went to my mirror that I hadn't broken yet I saw my brow gushing blood I rolled my eyes as I grabbed a cloth damped it and wiped it off I got scared cause it wouldn't stop bleeding so I did the only thing I could go to the hospital while I was walking there I was thinking of a cover story instead of answering like oh your wondering what happen oh I'll tell you so my drunk abusive father just got mad and threw his beer bottle at me and oh my hand I punched a mirror in anger . I couldn't tell them that so I'll just say I got into a fight on the street with some guy I didn't know but was really rude to me. Yea I arrived and went to the front desk waiting silently the lady looked up and gasped um I need some medical attention please I'll wait if I need to i said  she shook her head no doctor Peterson she yelled and a man turned around and jogged over to her yes what's wrong he asked very concerned she pointed at me his eyebrow is cut over and he is bleeding server she said he looked at me I smiled he laughed Larissa I think he is just messing with you and he took my hand off my brow which meant the cloth also I'll just go to a different hospital if your not going to help I should go before I lose more blood I had to walk here I said he laughed okay son and he walked away I started walking but then I stopped and I felt my legs turn into jelly and next this you know I was on the floor and people were screaming then I blacked out. I woke up to having Ivy's in my arm heart monitor on a screen am I dead I yelled and pulled out the Ivy's and people ran in one yelled what are you doing stop and people held me down as they pul the needles back into my veins. Why are you doing this I ask them one answered we needed to do a blood transfusion because you lost so much blood a nurse said I took them out again and got up well I'm better now and I grabbed my stuff and tried to walk out but someone grabbed my and put me back down please don't make us strap you down I groaned and layer down. They left and I grabbed my phone and I posted a photo pouting caption: hey guys so I'm in the hospital again but this time I can't get up and leave and now I can't go to school only my second day there and I can't go lol. I smiled and then I grabbed a elder bird that I said and I switched all the needles and everything it worked actually I'm sorry I said to the bird and I put my clothes on and I walked out no one noticed I was out the door I was on the bottom floor so I went by the window to here screaming and everyone running around looking for me I laughed and walled to school I already know to take it easy I took one of my doctors blank notes but had his signature and I wrote isn't allowed to do any physical activities for a week. I laughed and I arrived at school it was pretty early maybe I'll actually meet my zero period teacher I walk in and everyone looked at me I smiled and went over to her she was pretty young and short I showed her my schedule um I'm new and in your class I said and smiled she smiled back and said okay go sit next to Bryce and Kain . I nodded and I sat down. Bruce was in front of me and Kain was behind me not good. I got out my binder then put my backpack on the floor. Okay class today you are going to write about what happened yesterday during your day.  Me and Bryce looked at each other but then he stopped laughing are you okay I saw your post I was going to text you but then I went to go get food he said I giggled y- then Kain spoke shut the Rick up you fag and do your work and he hit my side I flinched. Bryce looked at me its okay I whispered he nodded and turned back around and did his entry.  So yesterday I got into a fight on my first day with the kid in front of me but now after that we became friends he is actually my best friend now . um people who have hurt me before go here and hurt me again I only moved here to get away from them everyone called me a "faggot" yesterday because of the people who hurt me when I was walking home a guy threw a deer bottle at my head it hit me that is why my eyebrow is stitched and when I went home to clean it up I punched a Murrow that is why my hand is wrapped up then I walked to the hospital I asked for help but they didn't believe me so when I was started to walk out I fell to the floor for the loss of blood people were screaming then I blacked out I woke up this morning in the hospital I asked if I was dead they said no and got mad because I took everything out of my arm but after they left I grabbed a old bird and switched everything on the bird and I got dressed quickly and ran out and now I'm at school and hopefully this day goes better - Mikey Barone
okay class times up now who wants to go no one raised their hand I see she said   Kian hit my side again I flinched which lead to my hand kinda going up she smiled see he is new and he wants to go kian laughed I stood up I looked around oh okay I said people started to whisper while pointing at me I took a deep breath So yesterday I got into a fight on my first day with the kid in front of me but now after that we became friends he is actually my best friend now . and then my anxiety started to kick in next thing you know I was on the floor having an anxiety attack people were scream Bryce was trying to help me and Kain was laughing I tried to grab my  bag but I couldn't reach it I tapped Bryce he looked at me he looked scared yea my inhaler I managed to get out he nodded and he looked in the first pocket lucky it was in there he put it in my mouth and pressed it down once I took it in the down then once more then one last time  I felt better. I hugged Bryce thanks no problem he said Kian laughed Bryce now you have faggot germs on you he said I looked at Bryce his face was red I grabbed his arm no Bryce I whispered. He nodded and he helped me onto my seat and I continued working everyone was starting at me I got mad WILL YOU QUIT LOOKING AT ME AND DO YOUR FUCKING WORK GOD DAMN I yelled and I went back to doing my work. Bryce looked at me and laughed I think they're scared of you . Good I said laughing then the bell rang me and Bryce walked to art while we were walking I was falling forward but Bryce caught me thanks I said while he was holding me he laughed and put me back up I guess you can say you were falling for me he said we both laughed only if he knew I was actually falling for him we went inside and sat down and we were just ding portraits I finished mine so I got another paper and i started drawing Bryce. While he was drawing I drew him drawing himself. I was almost finished good thing cause he is almost done all I had to do was draw him drawing the one he was doing which I did and I finished so did he he smiled at me I finished yay and he showed me it was amazing he looked like him . hey but your neck is long on there I said shhhhhhhhhhhhh he said I laughed and handed him the drawing I put my signature on it and he smiles wow this is amazing Mikey and he hugged me then the teacher came what's so amazing he asked and Brycey showed him the drawing I did he smiled wow this is amazing who drew it he asked Bryce smiled Mikey Barone the person sitting next to me he looked over to me do you mind if I put this in our art show tonight he asked me I looked at brycey and he nodded sure I said and he walked away Bryce hugged me I smiled. After that we went to math Nothing special we just had a text and then it was break I grabbed my sandwich out of my backpack and have Bryce half we were eating and talking. I have to tell you I am falling hard for him I really am but you know Bryce hall will never go gay for me we went to our next period and we had a project with either raising a animal building something or a home garden it was worth half of our grade then after that class it was lunch  we were eating I gave him half of my sandwich like always and we were standing by a tree talking laughing then someone asked him from a did what are you hanging faggot he might turn you gay
Bryce turned red HEY WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT HIM LIKE THAT JUST CAUSE HE IS NEW AND YOU HEAR THINGS PEOPLE SAY ABOIT HIM WHAY IF I WAS GAY OR SOMETHING WOULD YOU ACT THE SAME WAY TOWARDS ME he yelled I looked at bryce with wide eyes everyone did and the guy and his group shook their head no one said no we wouldn't I'm sorry he went towards them they were frozen then why make fun my my best friend you don't know anything about him he said very bluntly they all nodded then Kian came well sorry to tell you bryce but I went to your best buddy Mikey and guess what he is bay cause one little video of him that one of his " friends took " is Mikey clearly saying is is gay but isn't out of the closet  but of course me and my friend knew all along bryce got mad and he started walking toward Kian I ran over to bryce and grabbed him it isn't worth it I said quietly Kian laughed is it not worth it cause you know that it's the truth and you're gay he said I walked over to Kian and just said one thing but Kian aren't you the one dating Jc and everyone starred laughing and then Kian punched me a couple times then Bryce pulled me out and walked away with my to the rest too and he started to clean off m face and he tiff my jacket cause he didn't want me to get blood on it so I took it off and he smiled now you won't get in it just I like last time and continued to Bryce clean me off and I saw him look at my arms I thought to myself please don't make a big deal I looked at him but all he d at my arm he slowly looked up to me and he said one thing thank you for still being here and he hugged me I felt a few tears slip he leaves back to stare me in the eyes and we stared at he each other his eyes we a beautiful brown I looked at his lips they were perfect and then I looked at back his eyes  I slowly started to lean in and I think he did to