CHAPTER 1

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Abigail's POV

"Just because a statement is not a lie it does not mean it is not deceptive. A liar knows that he is a liar, but one who speaks mere portions of truth in order 2 deceive is a craftsman of destruction " 

there you have it, Cris Jami said it better. I would love to meet the person who invented these words..."ordinary"..
"Normal"...."mediocre ".

Because of their definitions I was regarded as an invalid human being...so I had to adjust.

little did I know that I was being changed, manipulated, controlled...they shaped me and then rejected me....INFLUENCED

You know th saying 'cry me a river'? Well...that night, I cried an ocean, was covered in sweat, my nose was running its own race.

My body was heating, I couldn't take it anymore....fear had already taken control...fear of the unknown consequences of my situation left me feeling uneasy....I wanted to ease the pain and that just meant....ending it all...taking away my own life.

I laid hopelessly on the bathroom floor, with my body parts scattered all over the floor. I was still in my pjs with a pregnancy test laying next to me...when those two lines appeared, I knew my life was over...I knew I couldn't fix it and I knew I'm a disgrace and a disappointment to all...SUICIDE became an option by default...and pills were the easiest way out...

life give out what you give in...AGREED.

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What happens to Abigail??? Is suicide her only option??? Why does she end up finding herself in this situation???

Find out....love you more...♡♡HUNASH♡♡

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