Looking at the night sky, and gazing at the stars as the cool wind brushes through my face.I can still remember everything, like it just happened yesterday. The memories are still fresh to me. Every night that I would do these things, like looking at the night sky and gazing at the stars, I remember all of our memories together. All of it. From where we started and how we ended.
It's been 3 years since you left. It's been 3 years since you were gone. Even though you pushed me away, and you don't want me anymore, even though you don't feel the same way for me, even though you don't love me, even though you stayed away from me. I... I still love you. I don't know. I can't teach my heart to unlove you.
Lahat ginawa ko para sayo, pinasaya kita, pinagaan ko loob mo, lagi akong nasa tabi mo pag kailangan mo ko. Pero, nung ako naman yung malungkot, mabigat ang loob, at nung kinailangan kita, nasaan ka? Lumayo ka sa akin, at kasalanan ko yun. Kase sa dinami-rami ng tao sa mundo, ikaw pa ang minahal ko. Ikaw, na bestfriend ko.
I'm so sorry for that, Dennise. I'm so sorry na minahal kita ng higit pa sa kaibigan.
You can't teach our hearts to choose who to love.
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For Dennise
FanfictionI can't tell these things sayo ng harap-harapan. Kaya I decided to write these letters, na kahit kailan ay hindi mo naman mababasa. Kahit ganun, I accept it. I accept it, na may mahal kang iba, and that's not me. I can't teach my heart to unlove y...