Mark
The next day he came back to me.
He apologised for leaving and for saying things he shouldn't have, and me being the love struck and foolish man let him come to me, rest in my arms, cry on my shoulder and kiss me once again.
He told me why he left in the first place, apparently it was hate. People hated that he was dating me and that he was apparently ugly and looked bad with all the tattoos. I disagreed straight away but I'm not sure if that helped at all.
About a week later I came home from a meeting with GameGrumps to find a note on the door and my heart breaking for the second time in little over a month.
The note, was a suicide note from my one and only Jackaboy.
The note read:
Markimoo;
I know you will be the first to find me, and this is what makes my decision extremely hard. Mark I love you, so so much but the hate, it's too much. I've been depressed for a long time and its just gotten worse. For once, you can't save me and I'm truly sorry for that, I wish you could but sometimes life just works out differently. I said all those things in the Cafe in hopes that you would hear so that it was easier for you to let go of me... Please try to move on, I don't like you being sad, not one bit for your face is to pretty.
I love you Mark, never forget that but now I must say goodbye.
- farewell, your loving boyfriend.
Sean xox
He left a few texts also saying that he never stopped loving me, he was forced to break up with my by his parents until he broke free and came back to me. He was being bullied by fans, family and probably friends too. I was just too naive to notice.
I cried for most of that night, clutching his cold body to my chest and sobbing into his now lifeless green hair, he knew doing this would ruin me too.
And I'm not sure if it was to end his suffering or make others suffer.
Either way,
He got me good.
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Fanfiction"And you weren't in love with him?" "No" he says, "I might have been in love with the idea of him. I might have loved the attention. But I didn't love him, and it seemed incredibly unfair for me to let someone love me when I don't feel the same way...
