when we arrived at the house i ran inside, towards the living room seeing all of the boys but no sign of wonho and kim " where's kim? " – " in wonho's room but we can't enter without his permission " i sighed and wanted to punch minhyuk for no reason. i walked towards wonho's bedroom and knocked on it " permission to enter? " wonho opened the door and put his finger in front of his mouth " she's sleeping. i'll make sure you'll see her tomorrow okay? " he closed the door before i could answer, i couldnt help but sigh from relieve, atleast she was okay.
" YA HEAR FLESH SLAPPIN? " changkyun screamdd across the room " no headass " i flipped him off and sat down on the couch. " so what did you and kihyun find out " kihyun walked in with coffee and looked suprised " why is everyone looking at me? " – " what did you guys find out " changkyun asked. im gonna be in trouble, shit. " oh, well ild found out that she was knocked out before she got stabbed because they were neatly cut. there was a wound on her head which means she got knocked out first before getting stabbed multiple times. we found the drugs not that far from her body, so it couldn't have been the dealer. it would be stupid to leave a package behind isn't it? it was pretty clean work so i'm really suprised that it's a possibility that lowerclass gangs are capable of this. it could also be the people who attacked wonho and kim. we don't have alot of info but i found this. " he showed the knife, it had a symbol on it, a flower with a moon behind it. " this symbol could be from a gang, we need to find out which one exactly. " everyone looked suprised, a little smile formed on my face, he didn't tell everyone i left. kihyun gave me a wink and hid the knife into a cabinet.
" it's late shouldn't we take a break and sleep? "
andreea and mayham went home, they couldn't do anything.
" i'll just drop down on this nice couch and sleep " kihyun lifted me up " go to your room and sleep guys " he walked towards his room and put me down " sleep in my bed, i'll sleep on the ground "
» the next day
kim's pov
i opened my eyes and noticed someone holding me really tight, it felt comfortable. i looked up and saw wonho sleeping peacefully, i couldn't help but smile at the sight of it. " how cute " i whispered, wonho opened his eyes and grinned " am i cute? " my face flushed red " no! " he started tickling me " tell me i'm cute " i started laughing " never " he kept tickling " come on " he whined, we rolled around to the point the he hovered over me and stared into my eyes, silence fell and he leaned closer towards my face, my heart started pounding faster and faster. i shut my eyes quickly, i never felt like this. his lips softly brushed against mine.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
the door slammed open, my eyes shot wide open and i stared at the girl " kim are you he- " wonho looked up " way to ruin the moment " he said under his breath, ild stared at me and walked away " ild! hey wait! " wonho sat down and signed that i should go after her, i stood up and ran out of the room " ild! " i ran outside " ild where did you go?.. " just then i heard the sound of a lighter, ild sat down on the ground against the house. " ild, it isn't what you thi- " ild looked right at me " we have rules, right? how long is there something going on between you two " she puffed out some smoke. " theres nothing going on between us " – " why did you two look like you were about to kiss then? an accident right? " i sat down next to her " ild i've been thinking " i sighed and looked at her " why can't our gangs unite as one strong gang " ild frowned " you're fucking idiotic. " i raised my eyebrow " how so? i'm not only thinking about myself right now. but seeing how were getting targeted makes me worried about you and the others. i don't want to lose more people. " ild groaned " you're being selfish, don't you see? you're only thinking about you not being lonely. " i pointed at my shoulder " so this was selfish too right?, this was all for myself huh? " i stood up before ild could open her mouth. i walked back to wonho's room and lied onto his bed, i could hear the shower so i was pretty sure i could let it all out. i hid my face into the covers and let my tears drop.
i fucked up i'm gonna lose people to my own stupidity, i shouldve known better i'm the leader for godsake! she's right, she can be mad. i fucked over the rules, as the leader.
the shower stopped and i quickly dried my tears, the door opened. " oh you're back already? " i turned around and my eyes widened, i was there just seeing wonho in his underwear. " what did you tell ild? was she mad? " i didn't hear what he said, i kept staring like a dumbass. he came closer to me and stared at my face " hey, did you cry? " he frowned and touched my cheeks " no i didn't " i gave him a fake smile. " hey you can cry around me, i know it's been rough. " my eyes got watery but i tried to keep it in, i smiled once again, " i'm fine really " tears rolled down my cheeks " don't smile when you're not happy " he hugged me. " someone once told me not to hold back my feelings, it's like filling a bucket with water, enough is enough and once it's full it'll all spill " i couldnt hold back, i tried so hard to do so. i hugged wonho back and hid my face. " i.. don't want anyone to see my like this " i said quietly. wonho pulled the covers over me and lied me down, pulling me into his arms. " no one can see you like this " wonho said, i looked up and saw him smiling " you can still see me " i couldnt bring out words normally. " kim, crying isn't weak. showing your emotions is actually strong, you can show people how you feel. you're not alone " and with that i cried my heart out while wonho hugged me, i wasn't alone.
ild's pov
i sat there, dumbfounded. " is she fucking stupid? " i threw away my cig. " i want to punch her " i said that but actually tears were rolling down my cheeks " she isn't the one who feels lonely, i am. " i hid my face between my hands. " i'm so stupid " i walked towards the car and started driving, i drove towards our own house. i stepped out of the car once i arrived and entered the house " andreea?, mayham? " no answer. i got chills. " hello?.. " i took my knife in my hand. i walked into the kitchen but no one was there, just like the living room. i walked upstairs, opened the door towards andreea's room. " no fucking way " my eyes widened, mayham and andreea, both dead.
