The one that got away

Goodbye

Andy's P.O.V.

Last night was hard but after talking to Dean things got better. I actually went to bed with a small smile on my face. 

I got up on my feet and made my way to the bathroom. My ginger hair looked like a bird nest. I combed them out with my fingers. I then rinsed my mouth with a bit of water and met Sam in the hallway.

"Good morning Andy." he yawned making his way to the bathroom. It was so hard not to laugh at the masterpiece Dean had made on his face. I ran downstairs before he could look at himself in the mirror.

"Hey there Andy! I went to the local pharmacy and got you some stuff." Said Bobby handing me a grocery bag.

There was a toothbrush, deodorant, cheap shampoo, and three boxes of tampons. "I didn't really know what you needed but I hope this will do for now." he said taking a sip of his coffee.

"Thanks Bobby. That's really nice of you." I answered. I climbed up the stairs and met Sam in the hallway once again.

"Where. Is. Dean." he asked through clenched teeth.

I simply shrugged and bit my lip. He marched past me.

I put my things in my room and made my way downstairs to the living room to watch everything go down.

"DEAN!" Sam shouted and slapped Dean in the face. He only grunted. What a lazy teenager.

He looked up at Sammy all groggy. "What the hell do you want you oh-"

He laughed. "I love the makeover you did there Sammy it makes your beautiful eyes stand out." 

"This is not over!" Sam yelled making his way upstairs to clean his face. You could hear Bobby mutter from the Kitchen. 

We both laughed.

"How you feeling this morning Dee?" he ask and sat up.

"Better, I guess?" I wasn't really sure. My emotions were just all over the place.

He nodded and said: "Come on let's go get some breakfast, I'm starving." 

We made our way into the kitchen and saw Bobby reading the newspaper.

"Hey Bobby what's for breakfast?" asked Dean sitting down at the Dinning table.

Bobby eyed him and threw his paper on the table. He got up, took a box of cheerios from the cabinet and set it on the table. "Breakfast is served." He grumbled and sat back down.

 ***

I was in my room with the door closed. I sat on the bed and I started to cry. This was it. It was soon going to be time to say my last goodbye to the people I loved the most. 

Suddenly, I hear knocking at the door. "Hey. Bobby told me to come get you." Sam said entering the room.

"I also have these for you. One for you old man and one for your brother." he said handing me two roses.

"Dean found them in the backyard somewhere. Don't tell him I told you." he said with a small smile.

I gave him a big hug. "Thank you Sam! That's really sweet of you guys." I said wiping a tear away.

He nodded and we both made our way outside.

The sun shone bright up in the sky but this day was not a happy day, it is not a good day. I stepped towards Bobby and Dean that were setting up the funeral. Two boddies were wrapped in white sheets and lied on rows of logs. 

Sam took my hand in his and looked up to me. "It's okay. We are here for you." 

I instantly started crying again. I couldn't help it. My walls were coming undone, I couldn't be strong anymore. Dean came up to me and put his hand on my shoulder and Bobby started talking.

"I'll start. I didn't know these two hunters but I'm sure they were good people judging by Andy over here. And any hunter who goes down swinging will always be remembered and respected forever." he took his cap off. "Andy, would you like to say a few words?" he offered.

I placed my trembling hand on a log that held Dad up.

"I never though they would get to us. Never in a million years Dad. In my eyes we were unstoppable, the three of us against the world... I miss you Daddy. I miss you so much Josh. Losing you two is tearing me apart day by day. You meant the world to me, and now I don't know what I will do without you. I'm so scared! Daddy when I last saw you, I actually thought you were going to come back! I should've ran faster! I could've saved you guys! This is all my fault..." my breath was falling short and my heartbeat went faster.

"I will make you proud. Both of you. I won't stop fighting. I will end everything evil that I will lay my eyes on. I will make sure that this never happens to anyone else. I promise that I will make you proud. I love you guys so much. I hope you are both at peace." I took a few steps back and held my head up.

Next thing I know, Bobby salted and set fire to both of them. My hand covered my mouth and I shut my eyes. I couldn't watch. I ran upstairs and closed the door behind me. I needed some space.

Dean's P.O.V.

I was about to run after her when Bobby put a hand on my shoulder and stopped me.

"I'd give her a bit of time, boy." he said. 

I remember when the house burnt down. I remember Dad screaming at me, giving me Sammy and ordering me to get outside. I remember his eyes, how they held an emotion I can't even put into words. Electricity ran through my body and pushed me outside. It's a miracle how I was able to move when I was so terrified. I remember seeing him run outside without Mom. Losing her was the hardest thing that has ever happened. I can just imagine how Andy is feeling right now. But Bobby is right, she needs time.

"Come on now, let's clean this up." huffed Bobby.