When Things Change/ A Camren Fanfiction

Chapter 1: God Those Eyes...

Cringey I know but please bare with me it gets better.

Camila's POV

I was out with my family as I sat quietly pretending to listen to the conversations going on at our table. Nodding and smiling at the words that they say that only go through my ear and out the other.

"Mila." Sofi says slightly shaking me. "Yeah," I replied startled. "I asked how your tour is going so far." She says settling down. "Oh... its good." I simply say.

"Are you ok mija?" My mom asks gently caressing my hand with her thumb across the table. "Yeah Im fine, I just have a lot on my mind." I reply.

"Well how are the girls? Hows Lauren?" She asks getting my attention from the last name she mentioned.

My mind immediately spun around...

Remembering the pictures of her and Lucy. I let out a soft sob after seeing Lauren with her. My best friend. But more than that. The love of my life. That kiss, with her and Lucy. It consumed my mind with questions that I wanted to ask her. I wanted to bawl but I couldn't cause I was with my family. I knew that if they saw me like that they would worry.

"Mamá, solo voy al baño" I ask her quietly so that only she would notice but failing.

"Por supuesto." She replies pointing to the bathroom.

I run to the nearest bathroom and I just cried, practically bawled my eyes out. I tried to cry as quietly as I can so that the people who came in wouldn't get startled.

After around 5 minutes of pure sadness, I heard someone open the door.

"Mila, are you in here?" I was the one to get startled. I immediately wiped my tears away, taking a moment to think about who came in. It was just my little sister.

"Yah. Sofi, I...Im in here." I tried to say in my strongest voice.

I opened the stall door, held her hand and walked out. I tried not to look at her since she was staring at me with a worried look.

"Are you ok Mila?" She asks pausing in her position.

"Yah, of course. Im fine dont worry about me, I just...just miss Dinah." I told her with a fake smile on my face.

"Its ok mila, I'm here." She says with the cutest little voice, I couldn't help but smile.

She hugs my waist trying to hug tighter but my hip bones getting in the way.

We got home and I kept on scrolling through the tweets and posts on intagram and twitter, they all had #Laucy #RIPcamren I let out a really deep sigh. Just one post caught my eye, it said

"Lauren and Lucy have been best friends ever since their high school years and have grown to be comfortable with each other. We all know Lucy as someone who is free and someone who doesnt care about what other people say, Lauren is someone like that too. They both like to be free. Im pretty sure that this was just a friendly kiss and thats the way Ill see it until one of them speak up and say that it isnt. Cause no matter how much Lucy loves lauren, most of us will still love the way that Lauren and Camila love each other. They may not show it to us but I know that somewhere they do. Please no hate. I will support Lauren no matter what and i hope all of you will do too."

We were going back on tour for our performances at the AMA's and for the Jingle Balls. I wont hide it, I'm really excited to see the girls again cause believe it or not they're missable but there's one specific girl im missing more...

I'm at the airport waiting for Lauren with a security guard. Then I see her waving at some fans while making her way over to us. She has Nala in her left arm and 2 books in the other. The other security guards goes and does their job and helps Lauren out. The security guard offers to take my bags but I refuse and tell him that its ok.

One of the guards with me leads me to the plane, unfortunately I sit far from Lauren. She's on the left on the front right side, I'm in the middle back. I glance at Lauren who was occupied with her book. She's looking down revealing her small double chin. She looked adorable which of course made me smile as I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I woke up to green eyes staring right through me. She bent down as she slowly moved her face closer to mine. She moves her head to the side of mine making me lose my breath and making my heart race. I felt her warm breath on my cheek as she spoke.

"I don't wanna lose you."

I sat there like a fool not making any eye contact with the raven haired girl beside me. I froze, not being able to move a muscle.

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As I woke up from my dream, I saw a pair of eyes staring at me from the front of the plane. Her eyes made me lose my breath. I had widened eyes, burning lungs, and I heard the loud pounding of my heart. She was just staring through my soul. The corner of her lips curl forming a small smirk. That second she knew she has me at the palm of her hand. Just like before. My mind goes blank and all that has my attention was her emerald eyes. Not just any pair of eyes. Her eyes. Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado's eyes.

"God Those Eyes."

God those eyes I always get lost in. The eyes that make me feel week and vulnerable. The eyes that could easily capture my attention with one glare. The only pair of eyes that could make me fall over and over again.

Thank you for reading another chapter of my book I love you guys so much you guys are amazing and i hope you never forget that. I hope your day is going well and you are happy. 😊

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