Falling Back ( A Harry Styles FanFiction)

chpt.2

I don't know what to do. Harry, is sitting right in front of me. I can't do it I can't be here with him.

"Syd.." He starts

"No Harry. I can't." I say with a stutter

"Just let me explain." He adds. I start gathering my stuff not even touching my food.

"There is nothing to explain Harry." I say fighting back my tears

"There is a lot to explain." He says now standing up. I can't help but think about that night. To think about what happened. So many things went wrong. So many things. I feel my tears running down my cheeks while the memory floods my head.

*flashback*

It was prom night and everything was perfect. I had my friends and my date. Prom was over and then comes 'after prom' where basically everybody gets drunk and does drugs. I can take the drinks but I've never done drugs and I never will. My date, Harry was so excited for this. We've been dating since 10th grade. He always likes to do stupid shit with his friends. It's quite funny actually. And by stupid shit I mean get drunk and do this stupidest things you could think of. Drunk Harry is really silly and funny but sometimes aggressive. He's never hit me or any girl but guys he doesn't have a problem with. If you piss him off while he's drunk, good luck. I'm a crazy drunk. Simple as that. This year the after prom is located at a beach. People are staying overnight and it's going to be so fun. Harry said we could do something and spend time together and when I say that I mean sex. Harry and I have had sex before, I was his first and he was mine. We really loved each other. My two best friends Katie and Jess were dating two of Harry's best friends, Louis and Liam. Katie was dating Louis and Jess was dating Liam. Everything worked out and everything was perfect. When were at the beach things are already really crazy, people are already drunk! Harry is driving us there and were meeting Liam, Louis, Katie, and Jess there. Harry's hand falls to my thigh and I look up at him.

"Are you excited?" He asks me

"Yes, very. Are you?" I ask with and put my hand over his.

"Hell yeah!" He says with excitement.We pull up to the beach and we get out of the car, it's about 6:30pm but it only gets dark until 9:00pm. We grab out beach stuff and our bags from his trunk and start to head out. Once my toes hit the sand I'm ready to party. I can tell Harry is too. We get two lawn chairs and set them up near the water. I take my top off and my mint green bikini is exposed. I take off my short shorts and lay down on the chair. I look over at Harry and he's in the midst of taking off his shirt. Fuck he's so hot. His tattoos make him even hotter. I don't even know how that's possible though.

"Like what you see?" He asks me breaking me from my thoughts.

"Ha ha, very funny." I say sarcastically.

Harry gets up to get us some drinks, we're not a legal drinking age but people obviously bring it. Harry comes back with two beers in hand,

"Wanna go in the water?" I ask him

"Sure baby," He replies. I love when he calls me that, it give me butterflies.

We step into the water and it's not too cold but not too hot. Of course Harry splashes me and my jaw drops and I giggle. I splash him more and call pause so I can put up my hair. He chuckles and nods.

After we're out of the water we dry off and I put my shorts back on but leave my shirt off. I take my beer and start walking over to Katie and Jess while Harry goes to Louis and Liam.

"You look hot." Jess compliments me

"Thanks not too bad yourself." I say while laughing.