It amazes me how sad you could be while still fooling everyone you know to think your perfectly ok. I'm not ok at all. Let me tell you a bit about me. Not about my personality or my looks but about all the lovely disorders that plague me. Anxiety, Depression, Suicidal thoughts, Season disorder (I forget the name), Self harm, Anorexia, Body dismorphic disorder, Slight bipolar. I understand that other people have it worse but see that's the thing. I feel awful for the kid who just lost a family member and I feel awful for the kid who just lost his pet but why just pay attention to them? Why do schools and parents ignore the girl who's failing every class because she just has no motivation? Or the boy who never speaks?
I'm not trying to be an asshole here by saying give us all the attention but I mean for petes sake don't we deserve a little bit? Isn't my life being jeapordized as important as someone who maybe just lost there pet? You know that awful feeling when you lose someone close to you? When you would rather sit in bed all day than hang out with your friends? Well that's what depression is and when you mix in some of those other things like anxiety and an eating disorder? Your life becomes HELL.
Again I'm sorry if you guys don't agree with me on any of this but my opinion is that school needed to start paying more attention so they can catch the less obvious walking bombs. Bombs that at any moment could end there life without a thought.
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