Undercover

Chapter I - VMAs

I smiled as genuinely as possible to the cameras while they snapped pictures non-stop, trying to get that million dollar shot. I flipped my hair behind my shoulder to help the photographers out a bit. I think everyone on the red carpet does a little nonchalant move. I moved my leg a bit forward for a more seductive move, showing off my thigh which caused the photographers to snap even more and faster.

It was the VMAs and I was wearing a nightblue long dress with a darkblue corset, covering my chest. 

Like I said, it was the VMAs so I knew everyone in the music industry was going to be here. And I mean everyone. That also meant . . . him.

I heard someone yell "One Direction!" and I immediately panicked. It's been a while since I last saw him.

They were posing on the red carpet a bit futher away.

Don't panick, Selena. It was a month ago. Stay cool. You probably won't even see him tonight.

I hope.

What happened a month ago? Oh, I'll tell you. The short version. I went to Berlin to see Justin because our relationship was really unstable. He was staying at the same hotel as Harry, Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn but I didn't knew that.

Instead of making things better between us, it got even worse. We fought the whole time, found out some things and then broke up. I went back to the hotel to talk to Justin again but I was crying so much that I didn't even knock on the right door.

No, not the right door at all. Instead, Harry opened the door and he was shirtless. Normally that wouldn't even make a difference but have you seen his goddamn body? I was so ashamed because I was sobbing and I looked like a mess. I think Harry was worried so he invited me inside and don't ask me how but we ended up having sex.

I said, don't ask me how. It's all a mystery to me too. I left in the morning before he wake up. Oh, come on. I'm not that cold hearted, I left him a note.

Thanks for everything, Styles x

btw, I stole your shirt because you ripped my blouse

That was the last time I saw him. It was the worst day of my life and yet I had the best night of my life.

I was done with posing and looked around. My God, where are you Taylor. I don't show it but I hate award shows. I hate dressing up and it's just hours of boredom. The only thing I enjoy is seeing my favourites and friends win awards.

She was standing next to a few celebrities, talking to Katy B. Before I could go to her, an interviewer approached me and fired some question. I answered them all with a smile, trying not to give too much information because you know how nosy some of them are. Finally, I got to reach Taylor.

"Oh there you are, Sel. Where have you been?"

"Me? You're the one that went all Houdini on me and disappeared."

Taylor rolled her eyes and grinned, nudging towards the building. "Priscilla's already inside."

Priscilla is my only cousin outside of Texas. She lives in New York together with her boyfriend so whenever I have an event in New York, I take her with me.

It was the Video Music Awards so of course, they were going to start with the best music video of the year and I was nominated.

"Ladies and gentlemen, from the new film One Direction, This Is Us. Please welcome, One Direction!"

Wait, they're presenting this award? I saw them walk through the crowd and onto the stage while every girl screamed and touched their bodies. Call me hormonal, but they are so good looking.