Obsession: Mad love [Seokjin Fanfic]

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Sun kissed skin displayed on top of the black duvet sheets, merely stained with sweats and soiled with cream. I snorted, pulling down the fur like blanket away from my naked body.

"Wake up" I commanded, a weight of body shifting to face my side. Her lips formed into a sly smirk along with her eyes hooded with lust and excitement.

"You woke up too early darling" i nearly scoffed but gave her a sickenly smile "It's almost noon, what's so early about that?"

Her eyes rolled backwards, scowling over my atittude. I stood up and grabbed her clothes scattered on the wooden floor and threw it on her face "5 minutes then get out" I scowled, turning my heels to walk towards the bathroom.

Water splashed all over my body, my tensed muscles relaxed under its warm flow. I did it again, i got myself engaged into a one night affair. "Bitch" i grumbled annoyingly, turning off the shower and proceeded on fixing myself up.

The sun streaked past my sunglasses making me squint a little. I sat down on my favorite place, looking around this cozy little cafe I've been hanging on lately. The smug expression on my face didnt altered for abit, girls were taking quick glances on me- giggling and blushing over my handsome figure.

I smirked, taking a few sips from my nearly cold coffee. The weather is breezy, december hits it pretty well. I wore too light clothes and can feel my body searching for more heat. But i like it this way, with my hands freezing to touch. I looked outside the window to watch the snowflakes falling down from the clouded skies. "Christmas is coming" i told myself, feeling abit of agony inside my chest.

It's not that I hate Christmas, but the thought of spending it alone break my emotions in a quick manner. I shook my head slowly, fishing my phone out of my pocket to check out my inbox.

As usual, it's filled with messages from those hoe's and sluts i've been with from the past months. My stomach twirled into an unpleasant feeling, more likely disgust as i delete those threads and had my thumb brushed over the familliar one.

A smile almost reached my lips but it stopped, my senses turned dark followed with my black orbs. My mind went black, i felt my chest getting heavy from the feeling of an unknown heart break. It's been a year since the last time I talked "properly" to her.

I havent treated her nicely these days and I feel like going back down again to check her out, its been a week already(?) I guess,im not pretty sure, since the last time I saw her. And she was crying over me, pleading on me, begging on me, but i have to hold back my mercy for her.

I pushed myself up from my seat, leaving some tip on the table and walked gracefully out of the cafe. Her baby blue eyes, soft plump lips, pale white skin were being clouded on my mind. If it wasnt because of my sick traits and games, things wouldnt turn a bit bloody like this, right? How would you know, you're not even aware of the things that I do. But, for myself, i've always knew that things would be better if I wasnt raised as a beast by the people I've shutted off years ago from the young age of my life.