I worry that one day you'll find out. My current boyfriend always teases me that he'll tell you, but fuck does he make my stomach drop when he says that. Even when my bestfriend found out, she was upset, said it was a phase, ill grow out of it. The sad thing is she is bisexual herself, and yet she didnt want to accept me. It made me angry and upset. But the next day, she told me "I was only upset because you barley told me." When to be honest, i thought i was obvious.. but i guess not.Im afraid either you wont except me and take me to church every sunday to torture me with words i dont believe in, or be angry that i didnt tell you. I dont want either , so i choose not to tell you. I secretly wish you weren't so nieve. I wish you can just ask me "hey Erica, Are you queer?" But i for sure know that you will never know until i tell you because you thought my sister wasnt having sex with her boyfriend who is way older than her. I mean i would tell you, but i remember one time you said "Erica , please be normal." Referring to my brother who is a transman. It took a long ass time for you and dad to accept him, what makes them okay with aceepting me? Their 'little princess'. But momma, i like boys , just girls too.
