The Queen's Play Doll(Kuroshitsuji FF)

I Am Doll Mannish

-Doll's_P.O.V.-

         I am Doll Mannish, in the early age of five I was thrown to live in the streets by my parents saying that they could no longer provide for me. for 2 months I've survived by stealing, begging, and eating food that was already thrown away. But one night in the cold streets of London I was picked up by a passing by policemen taking me to a near by orphanage. The sisters in the orphanage were really kind and thought us a so many things they taught us how to write, read, and even pray. They introduced us to God who was the most powerful and loving beeing as they had said for he will never abondone us.
           They have taken good care of me but seeing that I was weak and had no signs of getting better, they quickly searched for a rich family to adopt me. The family I met was kind, religious, cheerful, and generous but when I moved to their place everything I knew about them changed. Their image as a perfect family was just for show, what they truly were was sickening and horrible people that had only took care of themselves and their image to the public. After months I was already used to the way they are but in one night everything changed a person dressed in black has stolen all of our belongings and killed my adoptive family when I was at the hospital getting my daily checkup and now I was once again returned to the orphanage after weeks of staying there I made a friend named James he was an 9 years old while I was 7 years old when we first met I didn't think we would be friends because we were the complete opposite everything was just like a dream we were always smiling ,laughing that I wouldn't want it to end.

                     After months I noticed that many children in the orphanage started disappearing but I paid no mind to it not wanting to wake up from this dream like situation. But knowing every dream has its end. James and I  decided to run away not wanting to be the ones to disappear next. He was so so mature that he took charge of almost everything. He could make a small shelter from the long twigs and the blankets we took with us from the orphanage. He could sometimes even make a small fire to heat us up at night. In those moments I couldn't be happier.

It was the right choice me and James started to run errands to make a living but one day we were captured and sold to a powerful man who buys children for his sickening experiments. He s taken a liking to me because I was always quiet I didn't resist knowing it would be useless for me and I would only regret it but alas James and I were separated.

James, my only friend, the only one keeping me sane from this horrifying world. I was already Brocken and this seems to entertain the man even more. After 1 year of experimenting I became one of his successful experiments and I learned the man's name was Andrei Kingster.

He made the decision to adopt me seeing he has nothing better to do. He cut my blonde hair seeing my face he told me that I looked like an angel but my black pupils didn't suit me.

I was once again experimented on. I couldn't see for the past 2 years but I was still forced to learn how to sing, every mistake was punishable with a whip in the hands and the time came when it is time to remove the bandages I was handed a mirror. I saw my reflection in a long time my blond hair was almost white shined to my knees my skin that was once painted with horrible scars and  bruises was are now smooth and porcelain and my dark pupils that were as black as ashes were now as red as blood.

Seeing myself I began to think what if James don't recognize me? My scars that he touched. My dark pupils that he stared at and my blond hair that he always  strocked. Would he still recognize me? Would he treat me the same?

"I knew red was your color." He said holding my cheek and staring into my eyes.

"What happened to me?" I asked

"You became my own flesh and blood" he stated. His eyes filled with glints of something I did not recognize.

That was the moment I thought "God, where are you?".

And Here my real sweet torture begins.

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