Blur (Zariel? Leo? Zoren?)

16.16

Geo's Pov

I woke up feeling like shit my head ached terribly and I got dizzy for a bit. I rubbed my eyes and saw Ariel and Ari sound asleep next to me I must've crashed at her place.  I slowly got up trying not to wake her. When I stood up instantly lost my balance and fell. They didn't wake which was good I exited Ariels room and headed straight to the bathroom.  I closed the door and looked in the mirror.  I felt like shit and looked like shit... I didn't even recognize myself.  My head was still spinning like crazy I looked into Ariel's medicine cabinet it took some pills for my massive head ache. When I went back to Ariel's room she was up.

"Hey."

"Hey." I said.

"You feeling okay?"

"I guess I'll be okay."

"Okay do you want some change of clothes? "

"Uhm no thanks though I think Ima head home where's my keys?"

"You sure?"

"Yeah I'm sure."

"Well we gotta drive back to the lake house your bike is there."

"Alright."

"We'll just let Ari sleep."

Ariel's Pov

I quickly changed so Geo and I can go get his motorcycle.  I'm still worried about him I just hope he won't do anything stupid like last night.

"Okay let's go." I told Geo.

Geo grabbed his phone and followed me out the door.

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We pulled up to the lake house seeing Loren and Zach cars still there. Not going to lie I was kinda worried who knows what happened when I left with Geo.  I put my car in park and Geo and I went up to the house.  The door was unlocked which was so strange. We entered and I called out to Loren and Zach. I'm guessing Geo didn't want to see Loren after last night.  He hugged and thanked me and he left. I went upstairs to here the shower running I knocked on the door to here Zach's voice answer.

"Loren is that you."

I took a breathe.  "No it's me Ariel."

The water stop running and after a minute Zach opened the door dripping wet.

"Hey." I said looking down.

"Hey." Zach said leaning against the door frame.

"Can we talk?  When you're done."

"What is there to talk about you're moving and I'm going to be here."

"Zach we can make it work."

"No we can't I've tried long distance and it doesn't work out."

"So is this it... For us..."

Zach shifted and looked at me.  "I don't know is it."

"I can't change the fact that my mom wants me to move I want to stay here I want to be with you...I want to make this work."

"But you can't stay.... I don't know if I can take the fact that you're miles from me when I'm use to you being minutes...."

I stepped closer.  "Zach...."

"No just don't it'll be easier to say goodbye now instead of later." Zach said before I can finish.

He looked at me and turned and closed the bathroom door.  My eyes watered again and I just wanted to roll over and cry my eyes out.  Me and Zach was over. I took a deep breathe and got out of there Geo was long gone and I was on my way back to Ari.

Geo's Pov

I made my way home, before going inside I stayed outside and just thought about everything... My dad was inside... his vehicle was parked on the side of the street. I got off my bike and headed inside.

"Geo where have you been I've been so worried." My ma said as soon as I walked in.

"I'm fine I've been with Ariel."

"Don't you ever do that again you hear me." She snapped her fingers at me.

"Do you blame me mom I come home from school and all of sudden my deadbeat father wants to try to be an actually father I'm going to be 18 soon."

My dad stood up and walked towards me.  "Listen son I'm sorry I don't know what you want from me."

"I'm not your son.. My mom has played both parts in my life as a parent... I don't want nothing from you.. You're a little late for that."

"I don't know what the hell is your problem.... He's here now you won't even give our dad a chance he left me too and I forgave him so can you." Mike spoke

"He still missed 8 years of me growing up." I raised my voice.

"Oh boo hoo... 8 years isn't nothing while he was with you guess where he wasn't with me and my mom... My mother actually overdosed when I was 1 and died... I had no one until dad...so give him break... Nobody is going to feel sorry for you... You ungrateful kid."

I was getting mad but also upset. "Mom if you want dad in your life and his son then don't expect me to live here anymore... Im not going through this."

"Mijo he just want to get to know you and help.. Let him." Ma pleaded. 

I looked at my mother and just walked upstairs to my bedroom I shut the door.  I didn't know what to do I felt like I couldn't breathe.. Tears filled my eyes coming down rapidly out of my control....I can't believe this was happening ariel is leaving my dad is back I have a older half brother and what's worse my ma is not on my side with all this. I just wanted to forget everything and feel relieved I wanted to relax.... I didn't wanna feel this way any more.... I knew I shouldn't have but I messaged and old friend I knew who sold his Ritalin that made him feel happy at least that's what he said.... He was in town which was perfect timing I met up with him and bought a whole prescription of it... Before I went back home I picked up a case of beer... When I got home I went to my room and took a couple pills and I sat to drink and drink and drink some more.

Omg I am so sorry I haven't updated I kinda forgot about my story but I'll be more active if you're still here to read :) but I hope you like this chapter and tbh every chapter I write I have no idea where it's heading I just write but vote comment and share much love ❤💋