Hannily - Bestfriends or more

Chapter 3

Emily POV
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I wake up and realize Hanna arms are wrapped around me I nudge her to wake her up.

"Good morning Emily." I hear her say.

" This doesn't change anything hanna it's still better if I stay out of everybody's life's" I snap at her randomly.

"Woa killer take it easy I never said it did" she says using the iconic nickname Ali gave me

"But it's not better to stay out of our life's Em, your going through a rough time you need us more then ever, and to be honest I need you Em. she adds to her previous comment

" I have to take a shower" I say to her and leave the room

Hanna POV
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Emily gets up and leaves her room leaving me alone. I sit there for a while before standing up to search her room. I start looking for anything that would explain this hurting that's occurring inside of her.

After searching almost every where I sit on the ground with my back against the bed. That's when I find the razor blade. anger and rage boils inside of me. I debate on whether or not to barge into the bathroom and question her about it or let her explain when she knows I know about it. I toss the blade on top of her bed were she can see it and shut the bedroom door figuring barging in the bathroom would be to much.

"Hey Hanna I didn't realize you were here" Emily's mom says as I enter the kitchen

"Hey mrs. fields yeah Emily asked me to stay." I say

"Oh so I guess she told you then." She says

"Told me what"

"Told you that we are moving to Texas" she says .

"Oh no she didn't tell me but I'm sure she was going to." I say


"HANNA" Emily yells from her room

" I guess that's my cue" I joke as I stand up and walk back up the stairs to Emily's room.

Emily POV
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Oh sh** she found the razor what am I going to do I guess I have to tell her everything I'm not sure there is any part of the story that explains the razor with out explaining the whole story.
This is exactly why I knew it was a bad idea for her to be here.

" Emily why didn't you tell me that you were moving" she says as she barges into my room."

" That's not the question why were u snooping in my room is the question"

"I'm worried about you! I need to know if there was something like that in your life" she says indicating the razor in my hand

"You don't need to worry about me I'm doing this so I'm not an issue in your life anymore" I say

"Doing what trying to kill yourself" she say

" I never said I was your jumping to conclusions normal Hanna Marin assume stuff because it's right in front of her." I begin yelling at her

" You know what Emily then what is it" she yells back

"I don't want to talk to you about it" I say calming down and facing the other way not able to look her in her eyes

" I'm not letting you go to Texas, your staying with me. I don't care if you don't say a single word to me until we graduate I'm looking out for you I need you to be Emily again and if you don't want to be the wonderful beautiful smart athletic girl again, I'll take what ever you want to be as long as it's Emily." she says

" Common Em please turn around and look at me" I hear her whisper

" I didn't tell you I was moving because I thought it would be better to be out of your and everybody else's life's for good"

"Why would you think that" she says grabbing my hand

I face her and am about to start talking when I get lost in her crystal clear blue eyes

I see her staring back at me I feel her lean closer to me I feel her warm breath on my face she gets closer

then quickly moves away

"Are you going to help me pack your stuff all up or are you just going to watch me do it because I was serious about you staying." She say trying to avoid eye contact

"I'll help I guess" I say were the last words I said all night and planing on it being the last I ever say to her