Missing you (Book One)

Chapter 34: Dance

It was a long night once I got back, I couldn't sleep at all and to make it worse I kept thinking about Jay and how he kissed me. I didn't feel like spark's right away but I did feel some, and I wish I wouldn't have. It makes thing's so much harder.

My thought's made everything worse, they got so bad that I wanted Val back. Funny right? there was no way in hell I was going back to him, not now atleast. I thought about my dance career and how much fun I had doing what I loved.

I missed dancing in front of people, it gave me a rush that I loved. The thing was I didn't want to take the chance of Val being my partner again I couldn't do it. Then again it wasn't like a big possibility maybe I should.

Why let Val ruin everything for me?

My life was just getting great then Val fucked everything up, so did Jay he had too kiss me and confuse my feeling's. God I hated guy's they messed with my emotions and made me feel like I had no idea who I am.

I got out of bed once I saw the sun rise feeling like I could run a marathon I walked into the kitchen. I pulled on my shoes and sent Jay a message reading

Getting breakfast see you later -Z

I sighed and hurried out the door, I walked down the road too Mel's taco place again and orderd a breakfast burrito. I walked out and my phone vibrated Jay thought, he replied so quick and it read. Be safe hun.

I let out a laugh and slid it back into my pocket, I passed down the road and my old dance building came into view. Now was my chance !

I ran down the road throwing the burrito into my bag and crossing the street. I opened the door and got met with cold air." Hello Zendaya" a lady say's. "Hey um do you think I can get back in this?" I say cutting to the point.

"Of course hun sign here" So I did, "I'll call you later giving you info about you're partner and what time the the first meeting is" "Thank you" I say smiling at her and running out of the door ready to get back home.

I finally get back to Jay's and I hear voices talking, oh great. I get closer and I realize it's Kass. "Jay, I love you still okay? I don't want anyone else but you.. you're everything to me and I swear i'll never cheat again".

My heart clenched why was I feeling like this? "I'm sorry Kassidy okay.. but I don't know I really don't" HE didn't say no ? "Come on Jay, Zendaya is still not over Val, you can tell I feel bad for her yeah but you need someone."

That was true he did, but not her. "You're right"  he says and I can hear her laugh. what is going on ? I hear the door opening and Kass walked out with Jay holding her hand. "I love you" She says smashing her lip's too his.

After they pull apart he smiles "I love you too". My heart shatter's into a million pieces, how could he? after what happened last night I trusted him. She drives away and he stand's there for a minuet looking after her.

I wait for him to go back inside and I take off running as fast as I can go, I run to my old hideout when me and Val were together. I run into the studio and sit, so many thing's have gone wrong.. today. I pull out my phone and sigh.

3;45

I'll go back around 7. I get up and start dancing, I do all the moves and stretch feeling like everything was going to be okay.

Untill  I don't  know  how  much later my phone beeped . It  was Jay Please come home it's late.

I let out a sigh, I grabbed my thing's and left. I got back and he was on the porch waiting for me.

"Where have you been?" He yells looking at me. "Don't worry about it" I say walking past him, "I will worry about it" "WELL DONT!" I yell looking at him.

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY?!" I yell walking into my room and slamming my door. God.. he could be annoying.

Hey (: Okay here we go, I hope you liked it.. I kinda don't but oh well. Remember Comment/Vote and I'll dedicate a chapter to you c:. Till next time~