demon.

preface.

 I was once normal, like anyone. I was going places, I was happy, well mostly. Okay that’s a lie, but I was starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, you know? But now I’m not, I’m not anything. I’m not even human. and this.. This is my story.  The story about the last year of my beating heart and rosy cheeks as they say. Maybe by the end people might understand the lesson learned. I sure didn’t.  I start this at the end of my life…

beginning of the end.

 It’s late February, and it’s not to cold but cold enough. I’m at my friends house, we call her Zora. I met her on the first day of high school. We became best friends the moment we saw each other. We were at her friend Rhys house, he’s a good guy, Zora has known him for a long time. After a while of being there a friend of his came over. He’s so cute. I instantly have a huge crush on him. His name is Shawn, and hes a year older then me. All the fresh meat girls were in love with the 11's and 12's.

 Shawn is in my second period class, I guess he had to re-take the course. I sit behind him. My friend Sydney, who’s also in that class likes him too. Me and her have a bet you see, kinda immature, who can get him first. Really immature, but we were young and boy crazy. When this 'bet' started, I didn't show my interest towards him, no one would ever know that I wrote his name in my notes while no one was looking.

Anyways later that night me, Zora, Shawn and Rhys had a huge snow ball fight. I totally won that one. Also got some cute take downs on Shawn. Then we walked to the park where Zora and Rhys went to go build a snowman, and Shawn took me to the play ground. Cute, I know. I was so nervous, he for sure saw me shaking.

 "Can I ask you for a favour?" He said, almost at a whisper

 "Anything" I said as stupid as ever.

 He smiled and leaned in closer, my heart was racing. "A kiss from a cute girl?"

 I can’t tell you how happy I was in that moment. I leaned in closer and he took his chance. 

Looks like i won the bet.

my downfall.

 It’s March now. Pretty warm, but I’m not complaining. The past few weeks have been nice, weather wise. Happy, are the only words i can use after about a month. The past month have been amazing, I have been one of the most popular girls in my grade, and i have the hottest boyfriend around. Shawn is  my first boyfriend, my first kiss and I am in heaven. Today though, has been a strange day. The past week or so i have been feeling really empty. Today was the worst I’ve been dizzy all day, and litterally feel like death. I have been labeled "Depressed" and "Anxious", but I didn't think that had anything to do with how im feeling.

 I was out for lunch with Shawn when it happened. I was walking back to the school on my own, taking the short cut that most students knew about, through a small forest, green as ever, even in March.  I always loved walking through there, but today something was off. And that's when it hit me. Darkness swallowed me, and then I was falling, and falling, and falling. Next thing I knew I was drowning. I was too scared to question what was going on. Too afraid to do anything except die.  

"Hello, my greatest creation. You will be earths downfall." Words spoken from a distance.

waking up.

"Kort? Love are you awake?" 

"Are you an angle?" I mutter.

"No silly, it's just me" I hear. The voice sounded warm, and familiar.

"Shawn?" I ask, I had a hard time remembering who I was at that moment. All i could think about was the voice, and the words it spoke. I knew right away that I couldn't tell anyone about what I heard and felt. Who would believe me? What do they even think happened to me? And thats when I really woke up. I looked around, I was defiantly in the nurses office, I looked down at my once white top, it was red. 

 "Wh-what happened to me?" I asked. 

"Well I don't really know love, do you not remember anything?"

"No, i just remember looking at the trees.. and.. nothing" I said, leaving out the falling, drowning and dying part. 

"Two 11's found you, screaming and puking up blood Kort..." 

'WHAT' I though, there goes my popularity. But I guess that explains the drowning part. I was curious and when Shawn went out to tell the nurse I was awake, I looked at my legs under my dress. 

"Holy hell" I whispered. 'Sorry about that darling' I almost jumped out of the bed I was in. I looked around and there was no one there. But it was the same voice that I heard before. 

"Who are you and what did you do to me?" I asked, a little to loud. Shawn and the nurse came in right after that. 

"What was that love?" Shawn asked.

"Oh nothing sorry" I said as I pulled the sheets over my legs. And that's when i heard it. The most evil and demonic laugh as background music to what was going on around me.