I'm not supposed to be gay-bxb

Chapter four

"I'm sorry,"I say.

I should have just moved my hand instead of keeping it there.the rest of the time we were just talking about answers and me righting down questions for Tyler to answer.i was getting ready to leave and I was about walk out the door when Tyler called my name.

"Hey jack,"tyler calls.

"Yes,"I answer.

"Thanks for helping me I can't wait till are next session,"Tyler tells me.

He smiles at me and right then I felt like I was going to die.his smile is so perfect.hes so perfect.i know it's wrong but it feels so right.

"Your welcome,I can't wait for are next session too,"I say returning the smile.

I walk out the door and I'm thinking how I'm going to get home.i walk up to Tyler's door and I ask him to drive me home.i tell him my address and he takes me home.we stopped at the front of my house.when he stops the car I just look at him. He starts leaning in and so do I.then I find myself placing my lips onto his.i felt hot,I felt good,the kiss felt good.he placed his hand on my neck and cheek and I wrap my arms around his neck and were like this for a couple of minutes.i pulled away not ashamed of what I did.i hugged him and we said are goodbyes.i ran upstairs to my room and jumped on my bed.after a few minutes I went and did my night routine.after that I went on my bed and started thinking about me and Tyler's kiss.it was great.it felt good.it was the best feeling I ever had.and the only bad part is I'm not ashamed.im not ashamed of sinning.maybe I am different.maybe I am what my mom tells me never to be.

Maybe I am gay.