ANTI

What Now

Rih
Damn this weekend was supposed to be chill. But no he had to come and throw me off my game, I hate that he knows what to do to get to me. But I know this, if he shows up to another one of my venues, I am going to get a restraining oder on him.
As of right now Reece and I are sitting in the car In front of his house, he didn't move he just looked at me with an intense glare that got me more annoyed by the second, and it didn't help that I'm still mad I turned to him suddenly and saw him flinch a little

I squint my eyes as I look at him "What do you want"
He raised his eyebrows in amusement not taking my words serious.

"You seem upset and I want to cheer you up" now this is new usually I would tell him to get out but I want to see how this turns out.
"I'm waiting" he looked at me in surprise but never the less continued his sentence.
"Did you know that according to recent research there is a correlation between a poorer sense of smell and psychotic personality"

I raised my eyebrows "what does that have to do with anything"
He shrugged his shoulders, I laughed loudly looking at him wierdly what the hell is he getting at. A small smile appeared on his, it wasn't until now that I realized little things about him, like how his eyes crinkles when he smiles, or how if you concentrate close to his face has little freckles on his face that can be seen when he blushes I didn't realize that we were now staring at each other, I cleared my throat a little breaking the sulence and eye contact.
"So you coming to te launch party tommorow?"
He shook his head quickly
"Of course I am" He waved a little and rushed out of the car and up his drive way. What was that about.
But the minute he left a state of depression took over and the last thing i remember is taking a bottle of hennesy in my room with my old picture book of me and my little brother ; he would be turning 17 next week and tommorow markong the anniversary of his death, even though my mom didn't talk much about it I knew it was my fault.
I popped the cap of the bottle and began to chug my feelings away.
Reece
I got on snapchat and took a selfie and posted it.
I reloaded my story to see I already got 200 views one of them being rih. I soon see her name pop up on my screen
Text mode.
Rih: damn boy
me: what🤔
R: you fine as fuck
I nearly dropped my phoned when I read that. I saved the message and called her.
she picked up after the third ring.
"Heller" she slurred into the line I
automatically knew she was drunk.
" Hey reecy you still there"
" Uhhh... yeah. Are you drunk"
"So what if i am" even when drunk she still had an attitude.
She began to ramble.
"You know what I find funny...?"
oh lord I don't mean to be rude but everyone knows when a woman says that exact line she bout to have the longest rant you can imagine.
"I find it funny how I give my all to one indivisual and they turn around and play with it like a toy. How someone can be so heartless and say well fuck you and your feelings Im going to be selfish and disregard your feeling for me, but you know what a good knee slapper is..?" she didn't even dive me time to respond
" Is how that one person, no matter how hard you try has the biggest impact on your life but can turn around and leave you like dirt on the floor. Reece" I simply hmm'd cause I know she just needed someone to listen.
"Why do bad things always happen to good people' it should have been me Reece it should have been me" be fore I could even respond the line went silent and all I heard were light snores.