Matts POV
I cried , for the first time in a long time, tears streamed down my face. Ryan, my best friend, got a girlfriend. It's rare that he goes on a date, now he has a girlfriend. I don't know why I am crying though. I love Ryan but I should be happy that he has moved on, even though I haven't.
Flashback---------
"Matt!" I heard Ryan shout from behind me. "Don't leave!" I turned to see him grabbing onto my shirt and tears streaming down his face. I shook my head and began to walk away. He grabbed my shoulder and swivelled me around so I faced him. "Ryan, I have to go. I've can't do this." After Ryan's breakdown in the shopping centre -which resulted in him punching an old woman- I had officially given in. He stared at me with eyes full of unpinpointable emotion. "B-but Matt..." I narrowed my eyes waiting for him to complete his sentence "I-" he began but I swiftly turned my back and carried my suitcase away to Danny's house. He told me I could stay with him until I had sorted stuff out with Ryan.
Flashback over
I'm glad we were still friends after that incident , I still wonder how things would be if I hadn't of left. If you didn't grasp it already, Ryan and I were dating. Well, we were dating until he became overpowering and the smallest things were making him freak out. Maybe leaving him wasn't the smartest thing, but I had enough on my plate as it was. My laptop had broke and I was, at that point in time, being sued for stealing a llama and dying it green. Yes, I also think the dude who filed the lawsuit was high, but I can't complain green llamas are awesome. I have to admit, the girl Ryan is with is really pretty. They make a cute couple, I feel bad for hating her. After all, she is the one who helped him when I didn't.
