Scars On My Body (Camila/You)

FIVE

Y/N's POV

the car ride was silent, I look at her direction, and she fast asleep. Her face peaceful, I almost regret jumped over her window and brought her into this messed. But my other side grateful she was here with me.

I felt alive, now I have a reason to keep moving and survive. I was desperate about my life, I almost ended my own life because I can't made a better life for my brother and sister. I struggled, I worked day and night, I don't care if I have to steal or selling drugs, I just want them to sleep with full stomach.

But my way to provide them bring me into this life. I always hid from the world, cops and people I owed. I used to live like this though, I'll do anything for people I love and loved me.

We arrived at our new place. It's an old building I don't know who belongs to but I think this place has been abandoned for a long time. I parked my car on the first floor. There are only four pillar on the first floor, without door or wall. There are stairs to the second floor.

I shut off the engine and unbuckled the seatbelt.

"Camila.." I caress her cheek with my tumb. "Cam.." she moved slowly and opened her eyes. "we arrived, you could sleep inside." she stretched her body and it's warm my heart just looked at her like that.

I don't know what spell she use to affect me this much. That I know she wakes the soft side of me.

We get out from the car and I led her to the second floor. Her fingers intertwined with mine.

"wow..." she awed as we reached the second floor. "I like this place already." She released my hand and walked to the midle of the super large room.

"you'll like it more in the morning or when the sun start to sink in the west." I said approached her. "the first time I find this place, there's only couch and table in there." I pointed furnitures in the midle of the room. "and I bought some blankets and table lamps from flea market."

"it's perfect." She sat on the couch and look around.

"I already checked the bathroom and there's water coming out from the shower, It's good sign, but maybe you have to find another place to throw shit." I heard she giggled.

I approached her and sat beside her. she leaned on my shoulder and wrapped her arms around my waist, I wrapped one arm around her body felt the warm radiating from her body. I kissed her temple and sigh.

"I'm sorry." I whisper.

"for what?" she mumbled on my chest.

"for bring you into my life, you supposed to live in peace." I said, pulled her deep into my embrace.

"I was regret it and blame you for jumped over my window." I chuckled and close my eyes remembering that moment. "but I begin to like it now." She looked up and met my gaze. "maybe my old life is more peace than this, but.. I was a coward, I was weak and lived with fears. And you throw that fear."

I can't help but smile. There's something I felt inside me everytime our eyes met, and it feels good. It feels like there's no burden on my shoulder, and everything blurred but her.

I leaned in and saw her eyes shut. I shut my eyes when her full lips touching mine, I sucked her upper lip slowly. She reciprocate with the same gesture. I never regret jumped over her window to felt this soft and warm lips. Her kissed slow but passionate makes the butterflies in my stomach fly around.

I cupped her face with one hand and circled my tumb on her cheek. I want her to feel my soft side, I want her to feel save around me. She parted her lips and I slid my tongue into her mouth, met her tongue and sucked it slowly. I heard her moan to my mouth. I felt aroused but I must refrain, I don't want her to woke up and regret everything.