Raven Dart

Questions, Guardians, and Peanut butter?

Time Skip…….

2 months later

It's been awhile since the whole incident with the fainting and the weird dreams,  and it´s summer now and i found out that i was in a coma and missed the last 2 months of school.

I remember the day i woke up like it was yesterday……

I tried to open my eyes but it felt like there were being weighed down, but the good thing was that i could hear. I heard rushed angry whispers, getting louder and louder  with every second.

´´ how dare you tell me that i don't know who my sister is, she does not take drugs, drink or do illegal things. She is a good person, gets good grades, and is the most kindest but fiercest soul i have ever met.´’  i hear the familiar voice of my brother

´´ Angel, honey calm down it is ok, that not what he meant, it is the regular questions they have to ask in a situation´´ i hear my mom say

´´’and what is the situation? Huh we don't even know what is wrong with her, but i will not sit here while someone thinks these things of her while she can't defend herself´´ Angel angrily yells

My heart soars as i hear what he says, all i want to do right now is get up, and go hug him, tell him everything is going to be ok, in reality i don't believe that is true. A couple minutes after laying there in the hospital bed listening to silence, i heard someone come in .

´´hello, is anyone there? mom? Dad? Is that you?´´ i tried asking but my lips wouldn't move

no one answered so i thought it must have been a nurse just checking on me, but that thought left my mind as i felt someone holding my hand . sparks started coursing through my hand up my arm, i was so confused by interested by the sparks that i didn't hear the person talk.

´´ what am i doing here?  Oh geez is she ok? Wait what am i doing, of course she isn't ok she is in a coma? What are you, more importantly who are you?.  Roan you were supposed to keep to yourself and blend in, now look, i'm in so much trouble i promised to myself no more, yet here i am , hope you're worth it´´  Roan said

I felt Roan put his hand on my hand and he started to whisper in a different language, as soon as the last syllable left his lips i felt a scorching  fire going through my whole body. I was in so much pain that i started to go back into silence, except this time there was no sound, only the sound of my screams in my head, and then i couldn't hear anything

NORMAL TIME…..

Me blacking out was the last thing i remember before waking up to my parents worried faces hovering over me, the doctors came in and did test and asked me questions, and they said everything was ok, and that i would be able to leave soon.

Four days later i was at home in my cozy bed, my phone and email filling up with people saying get well or we miss you, but for some reason is still felt trapped inside the prison in my head making me even more scared than i was before. I was so scared that i didn't know if i was if alive anymore so much i just at least wanted a peaceful death.

 It was the same place every time, as soon as i hit the pillow, i'm in the same meadow as the one in my dream. I haven't seen anyone else since i talked to the little girl, and without the bell ringing laughter of the children, it getting a little lonely.  The more that i was by myself in this world, the more that i ventured out and found new things, the more it became a normal part of my life. 

Somehow my life has changed so drastically and i sometimes don't know how to process this, so to make the panic and depression away i close my eyes to the place i now called my new home away from home,