Superficially Loved (EDITING)

Chapter 13

August,
When I got ta' my moms I carried Kayden on da porch and she opened tha do'. "Hey momma can you watch Kayden while I go out fa' ah luh bit?" Most'a my friends call my momma mama Sheila she always doing stuff fa' us." Kayden hugged me and kissed me " bye princess." I said and walked off. I got in tha car and called Miracle on my car connect thingy. In my mind I was praying dat she answered me. Da lord answered my prayers. " hay baybeh girl whea you at please." I said. " August fuck you I don't want nothing to do with you." She said and hung up. I cried a lil bit she was my baybeh. I went to her house. If she won't tell me whea' she is I'll find out. Her car was in da drive way, so I got out and jogged to tha porch. I knocked and some tall nigga answered da do'. Damn she already replaced me? He looked down at me and was like " Who you?" I was gone say ha boyfriend I was scared tho. " Ha friend." He stepped aside and watched me walk through. " Miracle can I talk ta y-" I said then paused in the middle of my sentence. Miracle came down tha stairs she looked so pretty. Man that's mines I'm Finna go get it back. " Aye Miracle I know you got a new nigga and alla dat but I just wanted to say I never got her pregnant I was only loyal to you my only love. She just wanted to say that so she can run off and tell people I'm not claiming my kids but aye baybeh you know I wouldn't do dat ta ya. And stop looking mad." Even doe she looked sexy as hell mad. "And since you moved on I guess i Betta' get stepping. I just needed to let you hear me out." I turned from ha and walked out slowly with my head drooping and closed the door. I
Was thinking about starting ova just like ha. I went home. It's too much on my mind right na'. When I got home da maid said "where's ya girl?" I looked at ha and said bitch mind ya' fucking business." And I walked upstairs ta my room. She called me and me and I smiled. Could she wanna nigga back? I answered and in a low tone I said "yea." She said she missed me she still mines and she believes me when I say I didn't get ha pregnant and yea. I tol ha to pull up. ( y'all know what happened)
Ken,
So we at Dave and busters Dearra all on Snapchat. I see Reign and Trey outside on the side. " Heyo." I said to them. When I was funding a parking spot I got a phone call. It said " August 😈🤘🏽" " Aye wassup my guy." He told me he couldn't come nomo and he was just gone stay home with his kid." I told him cool and hung up. We got out and walked up there. We got our game cards. And the girls went to find a table me and trey looked for a restroom.
Dearra, we found a table and I texted Ken where to go. Minutes later they found us. I sat by Ken and Trey sat with Reign. They waiter came over and started us off with drinks. Reign looked at the waiter nervously. I ordered sweet tea, Ken ordered Sprite , Reign ordered strawberry fanta, and Trey got lemonade. We waited and they waiter went on. I texted Reign to see what's up with the waiter.
BSF😛💍
Me :What's up with that waiter you know him?
BSF😛💍: He my ex Jamal he abused me .
Me: Does Trey know?
BSF😛💍: Noo don't tell him either.
Me: Why?
BSF😛💍: If he find out, he'll be mad cuz I kept this from him and he'll go after him.
Me : Idk. You wanna ask for another waiter?
BSF😛💍: No it's ok.
I turned my phone off and looked at her from across the table. I side eyed her for not wanting to tell Trey. Our drinks came and I watched them two. He gave the drinks out and when he got to Reign he smirked a little bit. Trey saw it and his eyebrow went up. " babe it's cold." I said to Ken. He gave me his jacket. "Thank youu." Then he took our orders. I got fettuccine Alfredo, Ken got a burger and fries, Reign got shrimp and fries , Trey got a Cesar salad. He left and lowkey winked at Reign. I looked at her. And twisted my lips. I went with Reign to play while the boys waited for food. " Girl he winked at you and everything Trey looked suspicious af. How bad could it be." Girl. Bad."

Flashback:
" bitch go make some food. " baby I'm going wait." He whipped me across my legs and i fell down the steps. " don't sit there and cry now. " go make the food." He pushed me with his foot. I went and made eggs pancakes and bacon." After I was done, he pulled me hard out the kitchen and put me in his bed and pulled my clothes off. " Wait, Ian cook for nothing in Finna go eat." "Right after this." He teased my core and I moaned as he flicked his tongue. He placed wet kiss marks on my body all the way up and rammed into me. I was screaming because it hurt so bad. He was basically raping me." I was 18 he was 25. I just tried to run away but he had his guards around everything. He said " bitch I'm making you have my kids." I screamed no and he was everything as I kept moving. The discharge got in my hand and my eyes. He said " you hold my children and looking at them." I cried but at least he got it everywhere except my mouth and my area. I ran away. I got up and my inner thighs were sore. I went down there and ate. I was so tired dang. I went straight to sleep.
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That's a horrible story best friend." " come on we gone tell Trey yall gotta come out to each other eventually that leads to a unhealthy relationship of y'all hiding stuff from each other." " I guess you're right." Let's go then." We got back to the table and the food came.
While we were eating, I kicked her ugg to signal her it's time.
Reign,
Dearra kicked me and raised her eyebrows. " Ok, baby, the waiter is my ex boyfriend and he used to abuse me and he cummed in my eye and my hands and he said " you're looking at my children and holding them." And I was scared to tell you because I thought you were going to be mad at me for not coming out and you were going to want to fight him." " Reeiigggnnnn! Why didn't you tell me. This is bad for our relationship and the kids an- " " Babe it's okay. You need to trust me more if we get married we can't have problems like this and if we have more kids but babe I'll teach you how to let trust me more." Let's get our minds off him and eat." Just then I looked over a Dearra and she was crying in Ken's arms.
Ken,
They were talking about the waiter when Dearra started crying and leaned down into my lap. I bent down and tried to talk to her. " Baby, you ok ?" " NO!!!" She screamed. " I messed up their relationship all because I
Wanted to be here and it's all my fault just I always ruin things maybe we should divorce Ken and maybe you should take the kids and go I'll be the worst mom I'll mess everything up and y'all can go." She went on. " Dearra you are not a bad wife at all or mother you are pretty, funny, I love you so much and you are such a good mommy to the girls and I'm actually really blessed to have a wife at 22 with 2 beautiful girls and a house with my one and only girl." She peeped up and looked at me. She smiled and said " really?" " Yes. We love you." She got up and ate her food. I ran my fingers through her hair to straight out the back.
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After we were done we went to play the games. I played the jumping jackpot game and my boobs kept jumping 😂. I went to then do the claw game.