How did we end up here (Colby brock)

•chapter six•

  When we left Colby looked pissed.
He didn't care what people said he just dragged me out to the car. While we were driving it was silent. Finally I spoke.
  I-I'm sorry Colby I" I was cut of by Colby. It wasn't your fault babe it just that I can't believe sam would do that" we got to my house and he got out and we went to my room. Right when we got their I bursted in to tears.
Colby sat their trying to comfort me.
Colby I can't do this anymore I said still crying.   Do what babe" he said with worry in his voice
This....us is aid crying even more I love u Colby and I want to be with u but if people see me and u together it's going to ruin your rep and your friendship I already ruined one I don't want to ruin anymore.
  I looked at Colby then back to the ground. Colby gave was in shock. I could see him about to tear up. He was about to say something but I cut him off. No Colby I said it's over I will always love u but I keep holding u down.....
    I pushed Colby out the door and saw him leave. I was broken I didn't wnat it like this I was crying and crying in my pillow all night. I woke up stuck to my pillow. I looked at my phone it had 10 missed calls from Colby and 2 new messages from Colby.

Colby😪- I love u Ariana and always will, I want u back u don't have to do this...

Colby😪- plz don't do Thai I need u i don't care about sam and my friends I care about u... your all I need plz don't do this.

To Colby- I love u but I don't want to keep u down😪 bye Colby

After i texted him that I started crying. He kept one trying to call me and txt me but I wouldn't reply.

---skip to Monday---
It was Monday and I still was ingnoring Colby. I got to school and sam gave me a death glare. When I walked past him into my class all I could think was about Colby. That whole class hour a didnt pay attention. The only thing I could think about was colby he wasn't at school
---skip to the end of school---
As I got home I went to my room and texted Colby. After 5 minutes of panicking he replied.

Colby😪- I love u Ariana and if I can't be with u I shouldn't be around just know that I love you and always will.... goodbye Ariana 😔

Right when I read that I ran to his house. His front door wasnt locked so I ran to his bedroom door it was locked.
As I was trying to break it down I heard a loud thud. Right when I heard that something in me triggered. I. Rome down the door and ran to Colby. He was life less he was hanging from his closet. I got him down and checked his pulse. He still had one. I sat their with him in my arms crying. I started to give him cpr. After awhile he started coughing. He sat up and looked around. When he looked at me all I felt was guilt. I hugged him and didnt let go. I'm sorry is all I said in his ear.
I let go and looked at the ground and cried. I felt Colby lift up my chin. He made me look at him then we kissed. It was a passionate kiss.

Colby?.. i said

Yes Ariana? He said

Pls don't ever do that again I don't know what I would do without you i said starting to cry...

Ariana I will never do that again it's just the thought of u with someone else hurt me and I dint know in how to handle it Colby said starting to cry to.
  
  We hugged and then I started to get naitiouse.
       Colby kept on holding my hair why I gave up everything I had. After we were done Colby gave me a condoned look. When he did I started to puke again. Colby called the doctor and made and appointment. Luckily he was open today. After I was done throwing up I took a shower and through on sweats and Colby's shirt.
  When we got to the doctors office we were 2 minutes early witches as surprising cause were usually late.
  After the doctor got us in he took some test and came back.
He looked at me with a surprised look and at Colby.
Um what's wrong with her doctor.. Colby said

  Umm well I don't know how to say this but your........