The Fault between us........

The beggining of it all.

It all began as a small crush who knew it would turn out to be all this drama , now here I am sitting all alone thoughts scampered through my mind as tears whelmed up in my now glossy eyes . How could such transform into this what seemed to be my wildest dreams turned into my darkest nightmare .The depression that weighed on my shoulders couldn't be removed the heartache, hurts. I just couldn't understand it at all my best friend Meghan told that he likes me and that I should wait and see ,my other friend told me he thought that I was holding grudges . His friend told me he really talks about his new girlfriend these days and that I shouldn't trust my friends words neither his he said he would ask. It seems to me that everyone seems to think they know, maybe I should just stirr up the courage to ask him myself but who am I trying to fool I don't have the guts to do it ."knock knock", my thoughts now shattered by the knocking of my bedroom door. I sprang to my feet and opened it to my uttermost surprise it was Ahkia my older sister "hey", she said extremely bubbly . I just shrugged and closed the door she sat on my double decker bed bouncing making herself comfortable " so what's new ", she said fluttering her eyes . I know my sister so well when she uses that term means she only came here to hear about my love life but I was going to give her what she wanted. Ugh I said trying to act confuse but my eyes sold me out " you know a few odds and ends", my now sweaty palms refuse to flinch guilt cried out from the windows of my heart and some how it seemed to reach my eyes. " wtf you liying y u always lying" , OK OK I said out of annoyance if it was one thing my sister was great at was getting the truth of you and she seemed to pretty damn good at it . I then bursted into tears its like everything I was holding in just met breaking point , tears came gushing out my eyes . My sister whose jaw for some strange reason was dropped came over to console me but instead of letting her brace me i pushed away."Don't", I exclaimed I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes as a faint smile crawled across my high cheekbones I'm so messed up right now