23rd of december

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Seungkwan was, how other people would put it, a social butterfly. He was popular, funny and always the centre of attention. No wonder, he could crack jokes like a world champion and with that voice and lungs of his, babble around for days. Even his bad habits, like his dramatic self or the no stop singing, made him seem rather charming and cute.

However, just like everyone else Seungkwan had something to be insecure about himself as well. For him it was his body.

He hated his small stature and average looking face. Despised those big cheeks that did not seem to narrow no matter how often he dieted. It made him look fat and boring. And Seungkwan hated boring.

Usually Seungkwan managed to ignore the little, nagging voice in his head that reminded him of all the ugly parts of his body. Today however, it seemed harder to not listen to it.

It was two days before Christmas, the time of holidays and laughter and parties. And so it happened that one night, Seungkwans best friend Jihoon had forced him to tack along to one of the many frat-Christmas parties of their university. To be honest, Jihoon did not really have to use much force. Seungkwan loved parties. And at least since Jihoon accidently revealed that the reason he wanted to attend this party was a hot, black haired last year with big puppy eyes Seungkwan was as keen as mustard for the idea. The small music student had blushed so horribly when he mentioned his crush that Seungkwan did not have much of a choice anyways.

Now he cursed himself for his fast decision. He had lost Jihoon two hours ago. When the older one ditched Seungkwan for secretly spying on that crush of him, whose name by the way turned out to be Seungcheol.

But the worst of all was the tall, freakily sexy and handsome men three meters away from him, whom Seungkwan had his eyes on for the last past hour. Or rather the black haired, also way to good looking guy who was currently eating off the others face.



After Woozi had left him, Seungkwan decided to stroll around the party. He was greeted by all kind of students, even some he could swear he had never met before, and happily conversed with them. Soonyoung, a dance major and one of the first people Seungkwan met in university, and his loud happy boyfriend Seokmin were currently catching Seungkwan between them and trying to convince him to join their campus radio station, when Seungkwans eyes fell on him.

The hot stranger was tall, taller than anyone else on the party. And good looking, god was he handsome, Seungkwan was basically drooling at the sight. Long, muscular legs with thick tights that were dressed in tight jeans. He wore a loose muscle top that perfectly displayed his muscular arms and hung so low that I could once a while catch a glimpse of his toned chest. The guy had gold brown skin and under the dimmed light the he seemed to be made out of gold. Then my eyes shot back to his face. Small, fang like canines flashed whenever he smiled and luckily he did that a lot. Seungkwan stifled a moan at the thought that those white teeth would wander along his neck and scratch his skin. He really had to stop reading those vampire stories. To stop his fantasies run wild, Seungkwan lifted his eyes to the others dark orbs. Seungkwan's breath hitched, when the sharp eyes met his.

The piercing look in the eyes made Seungkwan's heart flutter. He blinked a few times to escape the addicting effect the man had in him and turned around. Maybe it was not even Seungkwan the hot stranger was staring so deeply at. Now that he thought about it, Seungkwan was sure that it could be him who that attention was thought for. No there must be a breathtaking beauty right behind him whom the hottie was actually flirting with. Not him, not ugly, little Seungkwan.

But when he checked for the hypothetical other there was no one else. His head flipped back to the handsome stranger and his heart stopped when he saw that those gorgeous dark eyes were still fixed on him. Seungkwan shyly looked back and chocked on his spit when the sexy man winked at him. It was in the split of a second, but Seungkwan was sure that he had seen it, the stranger had blinked with only one eye and had smirked at him seductively. He felt his cheek heat up. Great, with his now dark red cheeks he just looked even fatter.

Seungkwan's hands shot up to his cheeks in the hopeless attempt to cool them. When he looked up thought, the stranger was slowly walking towards him. The sexy grin was still on the strangers lips and for every step he came closer, it seemed like the lust in his eyes became stronger. Seungkwan could not take his eyes off of him, even for a second.

But then it happened. A drunk hot with sharp eyes and short black hair, stumbled between them. The new kid turned to Seungkwan's stranger and the poor, insecure boy's heart broke, when he watched the black haired male pull the tall one into his arms and kissed him.

Seungkwan felt nauseated, when he saw his flirt being snapped away, right in front of his eyes. And how the two handsome men engaged in an eager make out session.

The small, mean voice in his brain raised. Of course it would end like that. Of course hot, tall strangers with beautiful blue hair would not waste their time with Seungkwan of they could have an equally gorgeous man in his arms.

With that the night was ruined for Seungkwan and he spend the rest of the party sulking in a corner and nursing one beer after the other.

At one point Woozi had joined him again, taking the bottle Seungkwan was happily nipping on and drowned it in one go. "He's got a boyfriend".

In loss of any soothing words, Seungkwan only patted his back and passed him another beer.

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