Runaway Rucas By Quanisha pool

01 1 year

You ever feel sad or like you don't recognize yourself anymore Riley Matthews does and she did for the past year and why was that you may ask because she lost her little brother Auggie in a hit-and-run accident and nothing is Right anymore and the problem with that is nobody can see is or so she thought anyway

Riley - today is not a good day I miss my little brother so bad I miss him all the time and everybody else thinks I'm so happy all the time or I'm managing you really well when the truth is I'm not and nobody can see nobody can see who I really am now inside and out I guess I must be hiding it really well because nobody can see me I'm not happy all the time I'm only pretending to be but on the inside I'm begging for help instill help goes unanswered it's been one year since we lost him and I guess my family must be doing better then me although I don't know how maybe they're just pretending to just as much as I am and nobody can see them either

Riley looks outside of her bay window it was quiet maybe even a little too quiet like maybe even right we could hear herself screaming for the help that she wanted so badly she wanted to be herself again sometimes she wanted it more then others because of the times she felt like if she wasn't sad all the time that she would feel like she didn't miss her brother or she didn't love her brother but that wasn't true she did love him a lot and as much as she wanted to be her old self again she felt like she couldn't now and maybe that she never could have again

Riley - I'm never going to forget you Auggie I promise everyday I promise to Remember You love you I know I couldn't protect you that day and I'm sorry I'm so sorry for not protecting you that day when I really should have why didn't I  protect you I was supposed to protect you you are my little brother and I didn't protect you I let you down and I didn't mean to I only wanted you to be safe we all did and now you're gone now it's too late too late