Finding My destiny

Journey

"*********"A loud ring sound alarm waking from my sweet sleep.

First, I want to share something with you guys. I am not going to say. "Once upon a time a beautiful girl live in the mansion. Really Dude? you can ask me. Nope, I don't want to you get bored soon. (AN: I know, now you may be yawning while reading it)Ohhh. Where am I? huhhh., I am just simple ordinary girl who have dream like other's.

For example, to get a highly-paid job in a city. I am a town girl. I would like to buy some new house/latest gadgets and other things in the future (After getting a job). I know this is too much for me but a girl can have a dream. Right?I set a goal for my future, but never put an effort. I always chanting to myself before going to a bed," Girl,tomorrow onwards, you are going to wake up early in the morning and try to follow your goal, which is help you get a job in a future". The next morning like another day I told to myself," we can start tomorrow on wards, Today, I need some sleep".

When I finished my post-graduation, people asking about my goal or career. Sometimes it's hurts nor irritates. For example,whenever I visit my relatives/known persons, they asking about my career. Their words hitting my like needle, its happened one day," Are you studying" a lady(a person who I am known) asked me.

I answered" No. I finished this year".

"oh.So,are you working now"

"no, not yet. I am trying to get a job"

"What you mean not yet. Don't your college have a campus interview?"

"Of course, they have (Note the scarsm). They just bring a one company which is Insurance policy work? So, we don't go to that job"

"oh. You know my daughter/son(If they have or their relatives' son or daughter) got selected in her college campus interview, now working in a IT (Information Technology) company. It's one of top company in India"

Me: my inner voice says," who cares" but outside "ohh. That's great aunt".

Why everyone always thinking others life, like they care. No way, they just want to know if the people under our family. I mean if they settled in their life. I know, I am not talking about all. Some people like that.

Back to my story, I want to find a job. But where? Maybe, I can find a good job in Chennai (One of the metro polytan city in India). Today, just I am going to Chennai for namesake. Cause,my mind only wants to stay in home and eating food prepared by amma. But, fate decided another thing for me.

I am going to leave this town. My small town. Where I brought up with lots of memory. To be honest, I don't know. My half mind says go, work hard and another one against it. What should I do? So, I choose. My family needed me, they are my responsibility. Now, it's time to give an invaluable support for them.

This is the day, a big day, 'A New beginning for Me'. I going to explore the world by alone(myself) and going to find my career.My inner mind says while dancing" Chennai (TamilNadu, In India) Here I come".

I choose to travel by train. It took eight hours to reach my destination(Chennai) from my hometown.

"*********" Ring "*********" Ring.........

"Damn, Alarm ", I cursed the time in my half-sleeping.

I try to wake up, but my mind and eyes are not co-operating with me. Its only four in the morning. I am not sure about catch the train, If I am not ready before 5:30.

After some inner battle with myself, I got ready at 5.30 AM. In mean time, my amma preparing food for me. I bit goodbye to my granny and took a bless from her, then amma and I went to bus stop, when we reach the stopping, it's nearly 6. OMG. What I am going to do. There is no bus track in the road. I think, I am not going to reach the station (which is in other town) in a time. The travelling distance from my hometown to other town took maximum 2 hours.10 minutes later an express name board bus came. I am telling you, the bus goes against its name board(express). Its moves like a bullock cart. It makes me very sleepy. Not only me, everybody in the bus to, expect driver.

A sound of horn wake me up from my little nap. I look at the time it's 7 O'clock. How can I catch the train? Then if, bus moves like that. We can say that if there is any traffic, the bus can move slowly. But, here there are minimum vehicles are going/passing.