I had a very great imagination I would make up stories and very good at telling them when I got married to Micheal.at it was okay but boring even with the kids. We never went out, never did anything but lay around the house and I was supposed to clean house and that was boring doing the same thing over and over again and I am still bored so I got a job at Macdonald and met this amazing wonderful guy he made me happy never the same thing always deferent always sang even when you wasn't supposed to. made me smile just grab my hand and tell me things like you are beautiful you are amazing, always lifting me up, telling me I could do better, doing everything my husband stopped to for 5 years I was trying to tell my husband i was serious when I told him I wanted a divorce so I slept with him but then he stared drinking and telling me I dent even give him a chance to proved that he still loved me. So I went back to give him another year and so on Halloween my husband got pulled over and thinking he had things taken care if with his ticket he get a rested and that was going to be the end I was not even sure I wanted to bail him out. So with all the stress I slept with Michael again it was amazing more second time then the first but still he was a god In bed. Then I told my best friend who told her other best friend that told my husband and he blamed it on Michael so my husband Micheal wanted to punch Michael and make a mess of thing and before it got worse I quite my job I miss it every day and more so him I can't even end get him out of my head his blond hair blue eyes telling me I am just
He's will he is coming in and out of me a I tell him I will love him forever and I will cause he's the only guy that took me away from my first love back in high school named Jacob he has brown hair and brown eyes handsome has ever but Michael tramps him everyday takes my mind off him but that just leave Michael on my mind 24/7 thinking over and over again should I write him a letter telling him I am sorry for breaking his heart because my heart can't take it. It's like breaking every second I am not with him I miss him so much but I really don't no what to do about it don't got the money for divorce and can't risk the kids getting hurt. So I am at a cross
Road and I am really bored and have nothing to do but put my imagination at work.
