Dirty Justin Bieber Imagines

Christmas Eve

Y/N's POV:

"I wish you would be here, Justin" I sighed on the phone. "Me too baby and I'm so sorry that I couldn't come there. I mean I would but that's not in my hands" he told and I was able to hear sadness in his voice

"I know that you would and I also know that maybe it's better stay there than get in trouble with plane. I have seen how badly things are there in the tv" I told. "You're right but you know if I had known, I would have flew back how days ago" Justin said

"This sucks that I can't be there with you spending the most beautiful day of the year with you" he added still. I started get a bit emotional already. "Can we just stop this already.. I mean, it's okay and we know both how this goes. We can celebrate Christmas then when you get back home from there, okay? I gotta go now. I love you" I told him. "I love you too, Y/N. See you soon!"

We hung up the call. I shouldn't have done it because now I felt myself even sadder than I was already. I mean, I understand it that it wasn't his fault that someone had decided sent msybe the worst snow storm in LA and made planes stay on the ground

I looked out of the window how almost whole our neighborhood were there with their families and relatives. Kids were playing with each others while their parents were cleaning their walking paths off snow

One of the kids noticed me and waved for me and probably told her siblings too to wave for me when one by one all tvose four were waving. I waved back and tried smile back them even it didn't felt right. My Christmas mood has disappered

It started darkening and everyone put their Christmas lights on that a whole street looked like it would have copyed from some fairytale

I also went put lights on our Christmas tree outside. I made a few snow lanterns and brought candles inside them. Our yard wasn't as pretty as others because there haven't had anyone to put all those lights and decorations on since Justin has been on tour

Justin, again thought of him filled my mind and even I tried my best shook it away, it came back after a while everytime. I missed him more than anything right now

Home didn't felt like home without him, bed felt so cold without him, everywhere was so quiet when he wasn't humming any songs around the house. I missed his voice, his smile, his cute comments and even those annoying ones

I missed the closeness with him, how he was able to make me crazy just with little tricks. I missed his lips on mine

I moved back to inside the house and took off my jacket before I moved over the fridge and took a cup full of Waldorf salad out there. It was my favorite. I took a spoon and started eat

I moved over the window and noticed how neighbors other side of the street were having a dinner too. Everyone were there. Kids, grandparents, sisters, brothers.. But I was eating here alone a Waldorf salad. Wasn't that a bit pathetic?

I took a bath and drank glass of wine but it didn't feel as good as without Justin either. I changed my clothes and dressed up my soft light grey jumpsuit on which I had got on ladt Christmas for him

I sat on the couch and sighed out. I turned on the radio that at least something would fill that silence on that house. They were playing the 'White Christmas' there and I could do nothing but start hum with it

I closed my eyes for few seconds but soon I heard a knock close to me. I opened my eyes and my heart almost jumped out of my chest. It was Justin who was wearing red Christmas hat, Santa's jacket and light jeans

He was leaning against the door frame smirking. "Knock knock, is there good kids" he asked and I looked around before I walked over him

"I don't think so that there's kids around, Mr. Santa Claus" I bit my lower before I moved my hand over his abs since he wasn't wearing any shirt under his jacket. "But here would be one girl around but I don't know have she acted so nice lately" I whispered and it sent shivers to Justin's body