IT'S HARD BEING A CELEBRITY'S WIFE ( A DIGGY SIMMONS STORY)

Depression

~Daniel's POV~

When the doctor said the baby died I felt my heart sink i broke down and cried

I felt like shit knowing this all my fucking fault if I never fucked Paige this would've never happen i feel like I let K'la down I love her so much it kills me whenever I'm in tour and she isn't there to go to sleep in one city and wake up in another with me and not have her there when I wake I would've love see her pregnant with our baby we even picked out names if it was a girl we were gonna name her ashley zinane( pronounced zi•ann) Simmons and if it was a boy we were gonna name him after me but it's gonna be a while before we can use them cuz after today I dont think K'la will even look @me any more I really love her I hope just love is enough to draw her back to me and i hope we can try again real soon

~K'la's POV~

Once I was let go  from the hospital and was @ home I lock my self in my room &cried i know in the beginning I wanted an abortion but after I got that thought out I really wanted to keep the baby I kind of liked the idea of being a mom but I didnt get what I wanted I really don't blame Daniel I know pagie is his past a very disgusting past I really love him and I think I'm ready to try again just because one died doesn't mean the other will I just gotta let go and let God take matters into his hands after I opened the door I was still sad so I got some strawberry ice cream and strawberry pop tarts even though I wasn't pregnant any more I still had cravings so I just let it go i still took prenatal vitamins for my hair and skin but what happened the next morning had me worried I ended up thow up all my stomach contents so I made an appointment at the doctors office the doctor comfimed that the baby was still living and perfectly fine I was so happy when I got home and told daniel was happy we were really have a baby I can't wait till it gets here we already got the nursery set up I can't belive we were gonna have a baby...