Waking Up To The Smell Of That Stanky Ass Black & Mild 💨 &; Him Kissing The Back Of My Neck ; Something I Was Use To After 2 Years Of Messing Around. "Chris Move ", Was What I Repeated As He Tried To Wrap His Muscles Around Me. Even Though I Couldnt Resist His Kisses .
He Grab Me Closer & Said "You Know U Love Me" .😕 Couldnt Even Lie To Myself Like I Didnt , Daddy Was Fine Ass Hell ;😥 But Who Wouldnt Love A Dark Chocolate Dred Head ,With Muscles Out This World & On Top Of That The Body Of A Goddess.🙈Oh Did I Mention That He Was Fully Married With A Full Family ? 👶😽But Who Knew About Us ? No One.
I Got Out The Bed & Walked Into The Shower And Wash The Sex Off Me From The Night Before . As Looked ↓ At My Stomach ; Realizing Im Only 3 Months From Being A Mother .I Ask Myself "How Long Can I Keep This Up?"
But The Knocking From The Outside Of The Door , Knocked Me Back To Reality.💡It Was Chris Telling Me He About To Leave ."Okay", I Yelled As He Slammed My Front Door. I Stayed In The Shower A Little Longer & Then Got Out And Called My Aunt.; Hearing Her Yell At Her Husband, As She Answered The Phone. "Hey Monique , How Are You & The Baby"?She Said As She Continued To Yell At Her Husband. In Response I Said " We Okay"; ,She Said 'Thats Good' & "Come Over Here Later On Round 5".
Pulling Up To My Aunt House, I See Alot Of Cars In Front.So I Parked My Car ,Got Out , & Walked Into The House . " SURPRISE" Was All I Heard As I Was Entering The Front Door Of Her House. My Aunt Had Threw Me A Surprised Baby Shower. As I Hug Her Telling Her "Thank You" The Thought That Punctured My Brain Was 💡‼ Did She Know Her Soon To Be Born GREAT NIECE Was REALLY HER STEP DAUGHTER?💥
After Receiving All The Gift & "Congratulations" On My New Buddle Of Joy. I Huged My Aunt Once Again & Thank Her For The Baby Shower. As I Glared At Chris From The Sided Of My Eye ,I Notice He Was Staring At Me Also. "Damn I Wish I Can Go Kiss Him Right About Now.'The Thoughts ⚠That Where Flowing Threw My Head.
I Told My Aunt I Was Gonna Head Home Because Its Getting Late & Besides I Couldn't Stand Looking At Chris Wrap His Arms Around My Aunt; Knowing That He Had Just Left My House This Morning .😈 & When He Kissed Her ,I Was Laughing On The Inside Knowing That My Pussy Juice Was Still On His Lips .😂"Damn Aunt If You Only Knew"!!
But AnyHow As Stared At Them ; I Really Started To Get Sick So I Packed My Gifts In My Car & Said My "GoodByes" & Drove Home Bumping Mary J Blige "Your Child".
Finally ,Made Home & Unpacked The Gifts From My Car .I Locked My Door & Layed On The Couch And Went To Sleep ."Awaken By The Music On My Phone, It Was Chris Calling. I Ignored His Call & Proceeded Looking At My "Missed Calls".It Must Been Urgent Because My Dad Had Called Me 49 Times & My Aunt (Chris Wife ) Had Called ME 38 Times.
So I Called My Aunt & She Hurried & Pick Up The Phone & Said "Hurry To The Hospital ,Its Your Dad". I Said "Okay" Hooped In My Car & Did A Hunnid All The Way There.As I Walked In The Emergency Room ,I Notice All My Brothers & Sister ,So I Rushed To Them And Ask What Was Wrong, They All Looked At Me And Pointed To My Dad Room.
As I Entered The Room ,I'm Heard My Dad Say "Mo Needs The Truth" & My Aunt Said "No, Please Let's Just KEEP Quiet".I Interrupted And Said " What Is It ,That I Need To Know?.They Both Stared At Me With Tears In Their Eyes .
"What Is It " I Asked Again & Then Finally My Dad Spoke Up & Told Me "Your Aunt ", He Paused & Look At Her & Then Looked At Me & Finished His Last Words With " SHE'S YOUR MOTHER".
Looking In The Eyes Of My Father As He Finished His Last Words .Tears Filled My Eyes As I Watched Him Lay There On His Death Bed. AS Anger Filled My Inside, I Wasn't Even Mad That He Was Dead. I Wish It Could Have Been The Both Of Them Honestly My Aunt / Mother Or Whatever The Bitch Was. As The Doctors Rushed Into The Room, I Rushed Out The E. R.
I hooped In My Car And Sped Out The Parking Lot Of The Hospital. And As I Speeding Down The Highway All I Could Do Is Think "How Could My Father Keep Secret Like This From Me ". As The Questions Build Up In My Head, Tears Filled My Eyes .I Continued To Speed Down The Highway Until I Made It Home . I Pulled Into My Drive Way, Turned Off My Car & Just Sat There & That's When It Hit.
I Couldn't Bring My Daughter Into This World Knowing What I Knew. I Couldn't Tell Her That "Her Dad Was Really Her Step Grand father, "Her Cousins Were Really Her Brothers & Sisters " & Last But Not Least Her Grandmother Is Her Step Mother.
So I Open My Glove department & STARED AT My 9mm and Finally I Lit My Blunt 'thinking That The thoughts that would go away and it seem to get worser. I Couldn't Take it No More.
I HAD to End This FAMILY AFFAIR. So I Grab My Gun And Put It Toward My Head & All You Heard Was A Loud BOOM !
Boom" Was The Last Thing I Heard As I Pulled The Triggar. As I Looked At The Blood Shattered On The Window .I Had Just Blown Out Their Brains (Chris & His Beloved Wife , Aunt /My Mother). Without A Hesitation ,I Light The Car ,With Their Body's In There Up in Flames🔥🔥 & Continue To Smoke My Blunt As I Watched Them Burn.
With The Thought Of Killing Myself At First ,I Realized I Didn't Cause The Hurt & Pain That Was Going On In My Life .Everything That Was Going On In My Life Was Based On A Lie But The Thought Of Watching Them Burn ,I Couldn't Believe I Didn't Feel Any Remorse ..
As I Left The Burning Bodies In My Drive Way . I Drove Away Like Didn't Nothing Happen. Driving Down The Highway I Feel A Sharp Pain In My Lower Stomach & Then Another Pain Came "SPLAT" Was All I Heard .It Was Then I Realized My Water Had Broken..
Emergency Lights Blinking, Speeding Down The Highway ; I Pulled Into Same Hospital Parking Lot Where My Dad Had Just Past & I Found Out My Aunt Was My Mother . If I Could Have Drove Any Farther I Would Have ,But I Couldn't.
Rushing Into The Hospital Screaming "Help I'm In Labor" ,Nurses Rushed And Put Me In A Room ,Scripted My Clothes And Told Me To "PUSH"..(1.2.3) 'The Nurses Yelled & Out Came My Beautiful Daughter.
But As They Cleaned My Daughter I Notice Something ,"The Same Room I Had Given Birth In "Was The Same Room My Father Died In That Same Night.
