YOUR POV
Why? Why was this happening to me?
Ive just lost the Grand Prix final because i couldnt land them jumps.
Why am feeling these thoughts?
Ive been clean from cutting for two years now. I know i shouldnt do it but these thoughts are going to keep on going.
"(Y/N) its time to go home now" Viktor spoke softly to me
Viktor nikiforov- Russias best skater decided to come to (your home country) to train me in skating. I met him as a coach one one year ago. He knows about my thoughts and he knows i used to cut and he always tries to prevent me from doing it as much as he can.
"Coming" I whispered
Time skip
Back home in (your home country)
We arrive at my house. Viktor goes to the shop for milk and cookies.
I run to my room locking the door behind me.
I pull out the knife from in my draw .
I start to cut. 1 cut 2 cut 3 cut 4 cut 5 cut 6 cut. I start to feel dizzy now but i carry on cutting as the tears are dripping down my face.
"(Y/N) are you ok in there?"
I dont answer
VIKTORS POV
Shes not answering i wonder whats wrong
"(Y/N)" i shout again
No answer
This time instead of shouting again i grab the spare key to her room and unlock the door.
I see her lying on the floor with cuts on her arm.
"NO NO NO why have you done this? Why?"
I pick her up and carry her to my car.
Time skip
When we arrive at the hospital ( ive already rang ahead to let them know ) the doctors are waiting with a bed. They carry her away in a bed whilst i wait in the waiting room.
1 hour passed = no news
2 hours passed= no news
3 hours passed = no news
4 hours passed= now news
5 hours passed
"Mr Nikiforov" the doctor suddenly appeared
"Yes"
"(Y/N) is in The ward now. she has lost very much blood and will possibly be asleep for a few days as she has also badly hit her head when falling. Its a good job you found her when you did or she wouldnt have made it this far."
I suddenly hit the floor crying- with joy that she is alright however also with sadness that i almost lost her.
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Sorry that this chapter was short however the chapters will get better eventually
Chloe xx
