Chapter 4

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VIKTORS POV

She walked out of the door on quite a mood. I was about to run after her when I decided no I will let he do what she wants. She is ill she doesn't understand that I won't let her practice until she gets better.

I go back to reading a newspaper. I finish after about 5 minutes.

I start to prepare dinner. Pork cutler bowl (y/n)'s favourite. She introduced them to me when I first came over here. Her grandma used to cook them her.

*bang*

I hear the door bang
"VIKTOR IM HOME"

Ah she's home great the food is nearly done.

"Mmmmmm pork cutlet bowls yummy" she says

"Yes an they are ready". I hand her the bowl "enjoy"

She takes the bowl and walks to the table. I notice a diary type book hanging out of her bag. I quickly take it while she doesn't notice.

YOUR POV

"VIKTOR no don't read that!" I snatch my diary back off him before he can read it. He probably thought that i wouldn't see that he was trying to read it.

I leave half of my food and run upstairs. I lie on my bed and close my eyes.

Flashback
"MOMMY WHERE ARE YOU?"

"HEEEELLLLLLLPPPPPP"

"Mommy i cant ......"

I'm suddenly picked up and carried away from my own home. Where's mommy I can hear her but I can't see her.

"Let me go I need mommy" I struggle from the arms of the man.
I run
"(Y/n) (y/n)" I hear my sister cry for help.

"Skyler I'm Coming (your nickname) is coming"

Ends


I wake up from the flashback with a sudden jolt forward. I look at the frame next too my bed. The picture of me and skyler and mom. I was only 6 and skyler was 3. She didn't know what to do she just wanted to stay with mom. So did I but I had to run as soon as I heard gun shots. If I just stayed there maybes they would still be alive. Maybes if father wasn't such a jerk they would still be alive and I wouldn't be in this mess.

"You're doing them proud" I hear Viktor say

"I know I just wish they could be here to see me grow up. Skyler would be so brainy by now and asking about boyfriend advice. I'm only 19 Viktor and I've had 13 years of growing up todo without a mom and without a sister to look after."

That was the first time I'd been able to speak to Viktor about my mom and my sister since I had met him. I didn't tell him how they had died. But he knew they had. He also knew that my father was a jerk and I only spent 3 years with him and that he left before sky was born.

VIKTORS POV

She finally spoke in a tone that shows she is not as strong as she looks

I know there is more to her past but im not going to push her. I know what it's like to lose a parent. I lost my father in a skating accident and my mother killed herself not long after. This is why I try to stop her from doing so as I couldn't lose her as well.

YOUR POV

"Viktor I wanna tell you something"
"Im all ears "
"When you said you loved me I wanted to say I loved you too. More than just a friend And more than just a coach"

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Ohhhhhhh cliffhanger how do you think Viktor will react to her admitting her feelings for him.

Do you think she will ever let Viktor into her dark past?

Or do you think Viktor will read her diary and find out for himself ?
Let me know what you think by commenting

Enjoy
Chloe xx

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