Niall’s point of view.
It was summary 2011, I even know the exact day. It was 3 July 2011, it was the day when the love of my life disappeared and never came back. It’s now 3 July 2013. It’s been 2 years already, in these 2 years, I’ve never stopped searching for him. Even when I knew the others already did. These 2 years have been a rough time for me, knowing that maybe he won’t ever come back again, but not knowing if he is still alive is the worst. There could’ve happened something to him, he may be dead and we don’t know?! I wish that one day he could come back like the way he suddenly disappeared.
Louis’ point of view.
It’s been 2 years today, 2 freaking years already. It’s so hard living like this, knowing that my best friend and band mate is gone. Maybe forever? We don’t know. We never stopped with making songs but it’s just different, it’s different without Zayn. There will always be that little piece we’re missing. We’re still hoping, still hoping that one day Zayn will return, it’s possible right? They never found a body so he could be alive. It’s just that, it’s already 2 years and like, someone should’ve noticed him before. He can’t just hide himself for 2 years unless he changed, I don’t really know. But why, if he has left himself, why did he do it? I hope that one day I can explain.
Niall’s point of view.
I still remember the day he disappeared, It’s like it happened yesterday. I don’t even know exactly why we got into that fight but I’m sure as hell that I regret it so much, if we just didn’t got into that fight he maybe will still be here. I only remember one thing about that fight, I know it was about us. Well actually me and him because we weren’t dating at that point. We were actually just friends with benefits or how do you call that? Well something like that. Yes we did it sometimes but at that time it was a long time ago and I was probably complaining about that, because that’s just the way I am. He wanted me to tell something, I saw it in his eyes and oh how I wish he did that but yet he didn’t and I’m still wondering what it could be. What if he was sick? What if he was done with the hate and wanted to end his life. Dear god I’d never forgive myself, never.
Liam’s point of view.
It’s so sad, I mean like Niall wasn’t really Niall these past years. You know what I mean? He used to be all happy but if you like at him now, you’ll notice the bags under his eyes because of the lack of sleeping. You’ll notice he’s more pale than he was before, because he only goes out of the house for concerts. You’ll notice he got skinnier, his cravings for food have stopped. I can’t stand this anymore, we need to find Zayn, even if he’s dead but let’s not talk about that. But even if he’s dead, we just want to know. We just want some certainty about him. We’ve also asked his parents but they say it’s just like us, they haven’t seen them in 2 years. Why the hell didn’t I stopped him when he was leaving, ugh.
Zayn’s point of view.
I can’t tell it to you, not just yet. But I just want you to know that I’m okay. Nothing happened to me, I just got some little problems here but it’s okay.
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